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Chapters (37)
  1. THEFORGOTTEN
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. EPILOGUE
  36. SOURCES
  37. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

He laughed as she gave a grimace of recognition and he reached for her spare hand, shaking it.

‘What are the chances of that? Sharing a birthday.’ This was, he thought, fate. He was excited, relieved too. Now they had something to talk about. ‘Tell me how people celebrate birthdays in Germany. Do you sing Happy Birthday?’

‘We have a birthday song,’ she said. She opened her mouth. ‘“Hoch soll er leben.”’ Her voice was light and clear, supple as a fiddle. She sang the words. The tune was catchy and he tried to sing with her, a word behind, a beat too late.

‘Perhaps,’ he said, ‘there are songs we have the same, could sing together?’ He liked the idea of singing with her. ‘Ah. I know.’ He opened his mouth, hummed first, then sang. ‘Silent Night’. It took five bars, and she was singing with him, walking round the outer path, in harmony, in step.

‘I have another Christmas song,’ she said. ‘I can teach you all my songs. It’s a good way to learn language. A new way.’ She opened her mouth. He knew this tune too. ‘Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star’ by any other name.

She turned, her eyes glistening, as if the music had lifted a weight, breathed life and energy into her. ‘This is fun,’ she said. ‘Let’s sing.’

He wondered what else to sing. The school had had a good choir, but the repertory was classical. Even the folk songs were composed. He wasn’t sure he wanted to start on the Messiah, or the St Matthew Passion. Seemed a bit sombre for a first encounter. He turned, checked. Arthur was a discreet distance behind them.

‘I have a song,’ she said. ‘We would sing it as children.’ He’d seen film of the Hitler Youth on the Pathé newsreel at the cinema before the war. He could hear the commentator: These happy boys and girls are marching to the ‘Horst-Wessel Lied’. Raise the flag, they sing, the ranks tightly closed! They certainly put our Boy Scouts to shame… Had she been a member of the Hitler Youth, or whatever the girls’ equivalent was? Perhaps this was not such a good idea.

‘Muss i denn…’ she began. ‘Muss i denn…’ Hand on her heart. He wanted to reach out, to catch her crystal voice and let it echo in his memory, to hold her hands and draw her close. She was wonderful, this young woman, swathed in sadness and enigma. Perhaps love felt like this.

‘Tanz mit mir, Johann?’ She stopped singing, put down her bag with the jug. She curtsied, held her skirt wide and pointed her foot. He could see how she arched it, even inside the shabby lace-up shoes with the flapping sole. Her eyes were glassy, her cheeks flushed.