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Chapters (37)
  1. THEFORGOTTEN
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. EPILOGUE
  36. SOURCES
  37. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Chairs were dragged in the kitchen and muffled voices filtered into the room. She could hear her mother cough. The door handle clicked, and Greta sidled through.

‘Bette?’

‘Behind the sofa,’ Bette said softly, as Greta crawled towards her. ‘Is Mutti cross with me?’

‘How should I know?’ Greta said.

‘What are they talking about?’

‘I’ve been sent to find you and stay with you,’ Greta said. ‘But I know what it’s about. It’s about…’ She leaned forward, cupped her hand over Bette’s ear, whispered, ‘Poison.’

‘Poison?’

‘My mother got some poison, because of Waltraud, you know? She says we’ll all be slaves now. That’s what it said in Der Panzerbär. Under the Russians. And the Americans. They’re as bad. She’d rather die.’

‘What about you and Waltraud?’

‘We’d go with her.’

‘What?’ Bette said. ‘Do you know what you’re talking about?’

‘Sure,’ Greta said. ‘It’s cyanide. She has a little ampoule of it round her neck.’

‘Do you want to die?’ Bette said.

She lifted her knees towards her chest and hugged them close. Lots of people were dead, not just the Führer. Others too, people she knew. Herr and Frau Baumann. Tante Winkler. The Müllers. Otto. There were all the extra bodies buried in pits in Friedrichshain Park, as well as corpses she saw in the street. She didn’t want to blow up like one of those, have her guts gnawed by maggots, eyes pecked by crows. She didn’t know if Oma and Großvater were still alive.

‘What would I do without you?’

The door opened and Frau Weber came in. ‘Greta, come,’ she said.

‘Can’t she stay?’ Bette said. Her mother wouldn’t be so cross with her in front of Greta.

‘No,’ Frau Weber said.

‘Are you going to give her poison?’ Bette said.

Frau Weber narrowed her eyes. ‘What have you been saying, Greta?’

‘Nothing,’ Greta said. ‘We were just talking about the Goebbels family.’

Bette had never heard an outright lie. She wouldn’t dare be untruthful to her mother, not even a fib. Perhaps Mutti was right. They were common, after all. Greta scrambled to her feet, walked out of the door, waved her fingers at Bette. She watched as they left, Frau Weber, Greta, and Waltraud, her head low, her feet shuffling. She had lost weight.

She heard her mother shut the front door, her footsteps as she walked across the hall, into the sitting room. Bette stood behind the sofa, staring at her feet.

‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘I didn’t mean to slam the door like that. The wind caught it.’

‘I know,’ her mother said, but her voice was weak and she began to cough, a deep, phlegmy rumble. Bette looked up. Her mother was holding onto the door frame with one hand, the other clamped over her mouth. She looked paler than usual. ‘I’m going to lie down.’