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Chapters (37)
  1. THEFORGOTTEN
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. EPILOGUE
  36. SOURCES
  37. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

Bette stepped into the kitchen. Old Herr Baumann was sitting where the Russians had been, Frau Baumann to the right of him. Greta sat like a mouse at the end of the table.

‘Where’s Lieselotte?’ Bette said. She wanted her sister there, in case her mother lost her temper again.

‘Asleep,’ her mother said. ‘Come, sit.’

Bette stepped into the kitchen and perched on a stool her mother pulled towards the table.

‘You found my Otto,’ Frau Baumann said, her voice flat and emotionless.

Bette nodded. ‘I think he was coming home. He was nearly here.’

Frau Baumann’s mouth clamped tight and Bette saw the muscles in her cheek ripple beneath her skin. She must have said something wrong, but she didn’t mean to. She thought Frau Baumann would be pleased.

‘He would not be coming home,’ old Herr Baumann said, slapping the palm of his hand hard on the table top. ‘Let me be clear. He was loyal to the Führer, to Germany. He was defending our city.’ He spoke slowly, emphasising each word, as if Bette did not understand. He tossed his head towards the empty window. ‘Barbarians.’ He turned and stared at Bette. ‘Are you saying he ran away?’ Bette went to answer, but he broke in before she could say a word. ‘Otto was no coward.’

He put his hand over his face and Bette saw how twisted and gnarled it was, how the veins pulsed and the knuckles had swollen.

‘Don’t be hard on her, Herr Baumann,’ Mutti said. ‘She’s just a child.’

‘She’s old enough for the Jungmädelbund,’ he said. ‘She should know better.’

‘Frau Baumann,’ Mutti said, turning towards her, her voice plaintive, pleading. ‘We have been neighbours and friends for so long now. You will understand. Bette meant no harm.’

‘My son and my grandson sacrificed their lives for the Fatherland,’ old Herr Baumann went on. ‘This is my honour you talk about. Their honour. Our honour.’ A dewdrop hung from the tip of his nose. Bette looked at him, at Frau Baumann staring at her hands tucked in her lap, at Mutti who was reaching over and touching old Herr Baumann on the arm, at Greta whose lips had curled and quivered as if she was about to cry.

‘The Führer can’t know what’s going on,’ Mutti said. Bette wanted to say, Has the Führer left us? He wouldn’t leave us, would he? No one moved. She wasn’t sure she should speak but she could feel fear rising in her chest. She looked from one grown-up to the next, each wrapped in their own thoughts. She could hear the panic in her voice. ‘What will happen to us?’ That’s what her mother said, all the time.