Chapters (68)
- THE FIRST PATIENT
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- EPILOGUE
"Who else knows about this?" . . . "Why did you follow me?" . . . "Did someone specifically tell you to investigate me?" . . . "Tell me again about the inhaler. What was it I did that made you suspicious?" . . . "What did Con-stanza and Beatriz tell you?" . . . "Who else knows about this?" . . . "Who else knows about this?"
Even now, in the dense silence, his voice was salt on the raw, exposed wound of her mind.
And yet with each passing second, each agonizing minute, she felt her power to resist grow.
If, as it seemed now, she was going to die, she was going to die victorious, with her secret and her self-esteem intact. Maybe sometime after her death Lester would come forward and the FBI would find and thoroughly search her car. . . . Maybe they would find the inhaler. . . . Maybe they would test it and determine that there was something out of the ordinary about it. . . . Maybe . . .
Alison smiled savagely at the notion that it was the very hatred Griswold had created in her that had kept her from disclosing what he wanted to know. It was the pain he caused that made her fight back. It was the knowledge that there was probably no way he could let her live that would keep her from ever telling him about Lester and what precious little she did know about the inhaler tucked beneath the driver's side seat of her car.
Still, she feared the pain.
When she needed to, she passed the hours by focusing her hatred on Griswold's visage—his basketball head, his balding pate, his pinched face, and his small, despicable eyes.
She tried lifting her head off the thin military pillow. The muscles in the back of her neck allowed the movement, but only at a painful price.
How could one human do this to another?
It was a stupid question. Humans had been torturing other humans for as long as there had been the means to do it.
And God made man in his own image . . . and God saw that it was good.
Not this time.
Mercifully, her eyes closed and sleep descended. As she was drifting off, she found herself focusing on why Griswold seemed so insistent on questioning her over and over regarding the inhaler. She had answered his questions not only plausibly but with the truth. Beyond the fact that Griswold had been handling the inhalers at all, she knew of nothing that he had done wrong. Now his persistence in not believing her had her wondering.