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Chapters (25)
  1. The First and The Last
  2. 1. One
  3. 2. Two
  4. 3. Three
  5. 4. Four
  6. 5. Five
  7. 6. Six
  8. 7. Seven
  9. AFTERWARD
  10. 9. Nine
  11. 10. Ten
  12. 11. Eleven
  13. 12. Twelve
  14. 13. Thirteen
  15. 14. Fourteen
  16. 15. Fifteen
  17. 16. Sixteen
  18. 17. Seventeen
  19. 18. Eighteen
  20. 19. Nineteen
  21. 20. Twenty
  22. 21. Twenty One
  23. AFTERWORD
  24. ABOUT THE FIRST AND THE LAST
  25. A LITTLE ABOUT ME

I laughed and kept eating. I was hungry. Ravenous. I ate a lot, but I still felt unsatisfied. Jules seemed to feel the same way. Once he’d finished his fish, he gnawed on his stick for a bit. Then he started fidgeting and moving around, sitting on this log and then that one, seemingly unable to find a comfortable spot. His movements were jerky and sudden. He was moving around a lot, even for Jules, and that was saying something.

I looked up at the moon. It was swollen, almost full. Dappled and milky in the black night sky. I found myself chattering mindlessly. “The waxing gibbous moon. The last quarter before the full moon.” I was saying it more to myself than to Jules. “More than half-illuminated, but less than full. It’ll be a few days yet till full moon. The word gibbous means ‘convex’ or ‘protuberant.’ It comes from the root word that means ‘hump-backed.’ Waxing moons are a time for introspection. A time for preparation. A time to refine yourself before the next phase of your development.”

I had no idea why I was talking like that. I did it sometimes when I was nervous or didn’t know how to behave in social situations with humans. When I felt like that, I tended to spew a whole lot of facts and information about whatever topic popped into my head. It made no sense that I was doing it when only Jules and I were around.

Jules jumped to his feet again. He tugged at his T-shirt, twisting his body as if the fabric was chaffing him. I found myself unable to sit still either. I paced around the fire pit, and then I paced around the whole cabin. When I returned, Jules was still on his feet. He was scrubbing his nails over his chest and scratching the sides of his neck and face. I noticed that I was doing the same thing. My skin felt wrong. Too tight. Itchy. Creeping and crawling.

Jules looked at me suddenly. His eyes were bloodshot, and he was breathless. “Sully, I think I’m going to shift.”