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Chapters (25)
  1. The First and The Last
  2. 1. One
  3. 2. Two
  4. 3. Three
  5. 4. Four
  6. 5. Five
  7. 6. Six
  8. 7. Seven
  9. AFTERWARD
  10. 9. Nine
  11. 10. Ten
  12. 11. Eleven
  13. 12. Twelve
  14. 13. Thirteen
  15. 14. Fourteen
  16. 15. Fifteen
  17. 16. Sixteen
  18. 17. Seventeen
  19. 18. Eighteen
  20. 19. Nineteen
  21. 20. Twenty
  22. 21. Twenty One
  23. AFTERWORD
  24. ABOUT THE FIRST AND THE LAST
  25. A LITTLE ABOUT ME

“What does it mean, Dalton?” I wanted to make him spell it out.

“Well, it means you can get stuck into them human gals. Go for your life. Just mind you don’t knock anyone up. Us wolves can’t catch STDs and the like, but we can get humans pregnant. That’s the last thing we need. After you’ve shifted, we’ll find you a nice shifter gal to mate and you can get onto making a whole litter of pups for the pack.”

He kept talking for a while about how I should scent girls to tell if they were ovulating and told me I should avoid them if they were. Now and again Llewellyn interjected, and Kevin or Keith laughed.

I was respectful but something about the conversation didn’t sit well with me.

That night, I dreamed I was deep in the woods. I was running. Branches and trees were flying past me. I was me, but I wasn’t. My breathing was different. So was my heartbeat. I was tracking something. No, not tracking exactly. I was hunting. I was a predator chasing down prey. I looked down at my hands. They were my hands, but they weren’t. I had claws and they were fully extended. Milky white claws glinting in the moonlight. The dream changed then. I was still running but I was fueled by rage. It coursed through my veins. My limbs crashed into the limbs and torso of a man. I wasn’t hunting anymore. I was fighting. My claws were swiping through the air, drawing blood each time they made contact. I loved it. I craved it. I wanted it with everything I had. I was completely and irrevocably wild.

I woke with a start, heart pounding, both hands clawing the sheets. I had the metallic taste of blood in my mouth. I was instantly confused. As soon as I opened my eyes, the dream started to fade.

“It was nothing,” I whispered to myself. “It was just a dream.”

I closed my eyes and willed myself to fall back asleep. By morning, I could scarcely remember the dream, but it took a lot longer for me to forget that the man in my dream had dark eyes and dark hair, a gray beard, and a sardonic glint in his eyes.

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“Do you ever have shifting dreams?” I asked Jules as we walked home after school.

“Sometimes,” he said. “They started a few months ago.”

“What are they like? Are you, like, fully shifted?”

“No, I’m always partially shifted. Just claws and canines. You?”

“Same. In yours are you hunting, or . . . fighting or something?”

He raised an eyebrow and looked bemused. “Nah. Not at all.”

“What are you doing then?”

His other eyebrow traveled up his forehead, just as high as the first one. “Sully, my shifting dreams are basically, well, they’re pretty much sex dreams.”