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Chapters (96)
  1. Chapter 1
  2. Chapter 2
  3. Chapter 3
  4. Chapter 4
  5. Chapter 5
  6. Chapter 6
  7. Chapter 7
  8. Chapter 8
  9. Chapter 9
  10. Chapter 10
  11. Chapter 11
  12. Chapter 12
  13. Chapter 13
  14. Chapter 14
  15. Chapter 15
  16. Chapter 16
  17. Chapter 17
  18. Chapter 18
  19. Chapter 19
  20. Chapter 20
  21. Chapter 21
  22. Chapter 22
  23. Chapter 23
  24. Chapter 24
  25. Chapter 25
  26. Chapter 26
  27. Chapter 27
  28. Chapter 28
  29. Chapter 29
  30. Chapter 30
  31. Chapter 31
  32. Chapter 32
  33. Chapter 33
  34. Chapter 34
  35. Chapter 35
  36. Chapter 36
  37. Chapter 37
  38. Chapter 38
  39. Chapter 39
  40. Chapter 40
  41. Chapter 41
  42. Chapter 42
  43. Chapter 43
  44. Chapter 44
  45. Chapter 45
  46. Chapter 46
  47. Chapter 47
  48. Chapter 48
  49. Chapter 49
  50. Chapter 50
  51. Chapter 51
  52. Chapter 52
  53. Chapter 53
  54. Chapter 54
  55. Chapter 55
  56. Chapter 56
  57. Chapter 57
  58. Chapter 58
  59. Chapter 59
  60. Chapter 60
  61. Chapter 61
  62. Chapter 62
  63. Chapter 63
  64. Chapter 64
  65. Chapter 65
  66. Chapter 66
  67. Chapter 67
  68. Chapter 68
  69. Chapter 69
  70. Chapter 70
  71. Chapter 71
  72. Chapter 72
  73. Chapter 73
  74. Chapter 74
  75. Chapter 75
  76. Chapter 76
  77. Chapter 77
  78. Chapter 78
  79. Chapter 79
  80. Chapter 80
  81. Chapter 81
  82. Chapter 82
  83. Chapter 83
  84. Chapter 84
  85. Chapter 85
  86. Chapter 86
  87. Chapter 87
  88. Chapter 88
  89. Chapter 89
  90. Chapter 90
  91. Chapter 91
  92. Chapter 92
  93. Chapter 93
  94. Chapter 94
  95. Chapter 95
  96. Chapter 96

Ella was busy telling the museum kids about her life back in Holloway, when she’d been living in Waitrose. It had been fine so far, like telling a great adventure, but he knew what was coming next and tried not to listen. He’d heard this story before. Many times. It didn’t get any better the more he heard it. He hated sadness. He sang a song inside his head, trying to blot it out. At the same time his fingers quickly bundled his blue chips up into a ball and started making something else, something bigger and more complicated so that his attention wasn’t on Ella.

The girl called Zohra was staring intently at Ella. She had long dark curly hair and big brown eyes. She was leaning forward, her fork forgotten in her hand.

‘We used to call him Small Sam,’ Ella was explaining, ‘because there were two other Sams. I even think of him as Small Sam, even though he’s my own brother and he was older than me.’

‘How old is he?’ Zohra asked.

‘Nearly ten.’

‘What happened to the other Sams? Are they still with you?’

‘No. Big Sam died ages ago, and Curly Sam died on the way here. We were attacked by diseased monkeys in the park. They escaped from the zoo.’

‘Diseased monkeys?’ Zohra looked like she was trying not to laugh. ‘You’re joking.’

‘No. It was horrible. They got Josh, and Joel died as well. Godzilla used to be his dog, Joel’s dog. We look after him now.’

‘So what happened to your brother then, what happened to Small Sam?’

‘Grown-ups got him. They took him away in a sack. We were playing in the car park behind the shop.’ Ella went quiet; tears welled in the corners of her eyes, then rolled down her cheeks as if racing each other.

Zohra put her arms round Froggie, who was sitting next to her.

‘I couldn’t bear for anything to happen to Froggie,’ she said, holding him tight. ‘Not my little brother.’

Froggie pushed her away.

‘Oi, leave me alone,’ he said, his mouth full of food. ‘You’re worse than Mum.’

This only made Ella cry more. ‘It’s not fair,’ she said. ‘Why did they have to take my brother? He looked after me. He was only small, but he looked after me.’

‘Is he dead then?’ said Froggie.

Ella looked at him and sniffed. Froggie reminded her a little of Sam. She nodded quickly.

‘Are you sure?’ Froggie pressed on.

‘No,’ said Ella. ‘We never saw him get killed, but they took him, a load of mean grown-ups. How could he survive? Sometimes – sometimes I wish he was still alive, that somehow he escaped. That he’s out there now looking for me. But I know it’s just a dream. Lots of kids have died and they don’t never come back. So why should Sam?’