Chapters (96)
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
‘Maybe.’ Maxie didn’t really want to join in this conversation. She’d had it too many times before with Maeve and right now all she could think about was Cameron. Scared that it was her fault Paul had sliced his neck open.
The thing was she had no idea whether it had happened before or after she’d kicked the candle over.
‘We should have gone to the countryside,’ said Maeve. ‘It’s crazy living in the city. In the country we can grow food. We can defend ourselves from the grown-ups. There’s nowhere for them to hide out there. Round here there are thousands and thousands of buildings. We can never search them all. Go to the country and we can build a fort or something. Find somewhere to live. We’ll have to do it one day. The food the grown-ups left behind is going to run out sooner or later. Then what? We can’t eat houses, we can’t eat bricks.’
‘It wasn’t a grown-up who did this, though, was it?’ said Maxie, feeling Cameron’s forehead. He’d lost a lot of blood, though luckily the knife had missed his artery. ‘It was a kid like us,’ she went on. ‘We don’t always know who the enemy is. We all thought that as long as the grown-ups were the enemy we didn’t have to worry about anything else. But think about it, Maeve. A bare lot of us have been killed by grown-ups, but just as many have been wiped out by disease. Arran was shot by an arrow fired by that posh girl Sophie. Freak died in the squatter camp. Josh and Joel were killed by diseased monkeys, for God’s sake. And the last few deaths here. As far as we know, it was Paul. A boy.’
‘Yeah, but he had a lot of help from the grown-ups he let out.’
‘And what would have happened if we hadn’t come here?’ said Maxie. ‘A lot more kids would have died.’
‘Including me probably,’ said Robbie from across the room.
‘Exactly,’ said Maxie. ‘They need you here.’
‘Oh, I can play at being a doctor,’ said Maeve. ‘But to be honest, I don’t hardly know any more than anyone else. Certainly no more than that geeky Einstein kid. Once he’s back I won’t be needed here at all.’
‘If he comes back,’ said Maxie gloomily.
‘Are you worried about them, Maxie?’ Maeve sat down finally, her rant over.
‘What do you think?’
‘They’ll come back. And then what? Are you happy here?’
‘Happy enough. I don’t know when I’ve last really been happy. Maybe talking to Blue in the sick-bay back at the palace. It was quiet there. We could pretend that nothing existed outside those four walls. That we didn’t have to worry about anything. That we didn’t have to be scared.’