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  1. THE FAITHLESS
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. By Martina Cole and available from Headline
  5. Dedication
  6. Prologue
  7. Book One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Book Two
  48. Chapter Forty
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Book Three
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  87. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  88. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  89. Chapter Eighty
  90. Chapter Eighty-One
  91. Chapter Eighty-Two
  92. Chapter Eighty-Three
  93. Chapter Eighty-Four
  94. Chapter Eighty-Five
  95. Chapter Eighty-Six
  96. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  97. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  98. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  99. Chapter Ninety
  100. Chapter Ninety-One
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. Chapter Ninety-Five
  105. Chapter Ninety-Six
  106. Chapter Ninety-Seven
  107. Chapter Ninety-Eight
  108. Chapter Ninety-Nine
  109. Chapter One Hundred
  110. Chapter One Hundred and One
  111. Chapter One Hundred and Two
  112. Chapter One Hundred and Three
  113. Chapter One Hundred and Four
  114. Chapter One Hundred and Five
  115. Chapter One Hundred and Six
  116. Chapter One Hundred and Seven
  117. Chapter One Hundred and Eight
  118. Chapter One Hundred and Nine
  119. Chapter One Hundred and Ten
  120. Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
  121. Chapter One Hundred and Twelve
  122. Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen
  123. Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen
  124. Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen
  125. Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen
  126. Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen
  127. Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen
  128. Chapter one Hundred and Nineteen
  129. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty
  130. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-One
  131. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Two
  132. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Three
  133. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four
  134. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Five
  135. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Six
  136. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Seven
  137. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Eight
  138. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine
  139. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty
  140. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-One
  141. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Two
  142. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Three
  143. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Four
  144. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Five
  145. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Six
  146. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Seven
  147. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight
  148. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Nine
  149. Chapter One Hundred and Forty
  150. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-One
  151. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two
  152. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three
  153. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Four
  154. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Five
  155. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Six
  156. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Seven
  157. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Eight
  158. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Nine
  159. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty
  160. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-One
  161. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Two
  162. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Three
  163. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Four
  164. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Five
  165. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Six
  166. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Seven
  167. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Eight
  168. Chapter One Hundred and Fifty-Nine
  169. Chapter One Hundred and Sixty
  170. Chapter One Hundred and Sixty-One
  171. Chapter One Hundred and Sixty-Two
  172. Epilogue

It even smelled, this house – all overflowing bins and dirty ashtrays, washing-up and bacon sandwiches, everything she had hated growing up here. It never changed – the smell of her father’s work shirts and her mother’s cheap perfume seemed to permeate the very walls. And then there was the gas fire that popped all night long, leaving its residue on the walls and the doors, the constant noise of a radio or the TV, no real conversation unless it was about someone they knew, never about what was going on in the world. It was like being caught up in a soap opera, except the people in the soaps had personalities – this lot had nothing of any interest going for them at all. Her mother was bad enough. She spent her whole life smoking her fags, drinking her tea and living for the next episode of Coronation Street. Her mother knew more about Emily Bishop than she did about her own family.

And now her sister was lording it up with a man who was a right Face, and a right earner. It was so unfair. If only she had used her loaf, waited a while, kept her options open. But, back then, she had been so sure about James. Now look where she was; stuck in a vicious circle of debt with two kids hanging round her neck. If James had kept his part of the bargain she would have had a nanny, or at least an au pair, to take the brunt of the work off her. She closed her eyes in frustration. She had to work out a way to get rid of the house and still come out quids in. Once she sorted that, they could get back on track. If she left it to James, they would still be in that dump of a street when they were drawing their pensions – if she could stand him for that long.

Now, here was Celeste, about to hitch up with a man who was obviously going places. It was like a kick in the teeth.

Her father lifted his leg and broke wind loudly, and she pursed her lips, knowing it was for her benefit. Her father enjoyed her discomfort at what she regarded as common behaviour. If she wasn’t going to be so busy the next few days she would take Gabriella home with her just to teach him a lesson.

‘Here, Cynth, do you want to stay for your tea? Jonny’s coming round, and Jimmy Boy could come here as well. Be a nice family get-together.’

Her mother was smiling as she said it, and Cynthia realised that she genuinely meant it. Still, she was going to refuse because seeing Celeste and Jonny together made her feel even more depressed than usual.

‘I would, Mum, but I’ve made arrangements . . .’ Her voice tailed off and she forced a smile. ‘Maybe another night, eh?’