Back The Empty Chair
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. INorth of the Paquo
  6. … chapter one
  7. … chapter two
  8. … chapter three
  9. … chapter four
  10. … chapter five
  11. … chapter six
  12. … chapter seven
  13. … chapter eight
  14. … chapter nine
  15. … chapter ten
  16. … chapter eleven
  17. … chapter twelve
  18. IIThe White Doc
  19. … chapter thirteen
  20. … chapter fourteen
  21. … chapter fifteen
  22. … chapter sixteen
  23. … chapter seventeen
  24. … chapter eighteen
  25. … chapter nineteen
  26. … chapter twenty
  27. … chapter twenty-one
  28. … chapter twenty-two
  29. IIIKnuckle Time
  30. … chapter twenty-three
  31. … chapter twenty-four
  32. … chapter twenty-five
  33. … chapter twenty-six
  34. … chapter twenty-seven
  35. … chapter twenty-eight
  36. … chapter twenty-nine
  37. … chapter thirty
  38. … chapter thirty-one
  39. … chapter thirty-two
  40. … chapter thirty-three
  41. IVHornets’ Nest
  42. … chapter thirty-four
  43. … chapter thirty-five
  44. … chapter thirty-six
  45. … chapter thirty-seven
  46. … chapter thirty-eight
  47. … chapter thirty-nine
  48. … chapter forty
  49. … chapter forty-one
  50. VThe Town Without Children
  51. … chapter forty-two
  52. … chapter forty-three
  53. … chapter forty-four
  54. … chapter forty-five
  55. … chapter forty-six
  56. AUTHOR’S NOTE

Lucy considered this. “So there’s more to you two than just being, what would you say, colleagues?”

“That’s right,” Sachs said.

“Thought that might be the case.” Then she laughed. “Hey, you’re a tough cop from the big city…. How do you feel about children?”

“I’d like some. Pop—my father—wanted grandkids. He was a cop too. Liked the idea of three generations on the force. Thought People magazine might do a story on us or something. He loved People.”

“Past tense?”

“Died a few years ago.”

“Killed on his beat?”

Sachs debated but finally answered, “Cancer.”

Lucy said nothing for a moment. Looked at Sachs in profile, back to the lockup. “Can he have children? Lincoln?”

The foam was down in the cup of beer and she sipped in earnest. “Theoretically, yes.”

And chose not to tell Lucy that this morning, when they were at the Neurologic Research Institute in Avery, the reason that Sachs had slipped out of the room with Dr. Weaver was to ask if the operation would affect Rhyme’s chances of having children. The doctor had said that it wouldn’t and had started to explain about the intervention necessary that would enable her to get pregnant. But just then Jim Bell had showed up with his plea for help.

Nor did she tell the deputy that Rhyme had deflected the subject of children every time it came up and she was left to speculate why he was so reluctant to consider the matter. It could have been any number of reasons, of course: his fear that having a family might interfere with his practice of criminalistics, which he needed to keep his sanity. Or his knowledge that quadriplegics, statistically at least, have a shorter life span than the nondisabled. Or maybe he wanted to have the freedom to wake up one day and decide that he’d had enough and that he didn’t want to live any longer. Perhaps it was all of these, coupled with the belief that he and Sachs would hardly be the most normal of parents (though she would have countered: And what exactly is normal nowadays?).

Lucy mused, “I always wondered if I had kids would I keep working? How ’bout you?”

“I carry a weapon but I’m mostly crime scene. I’d cut out the risky stuff. Have to drive slower too. I’ve got a Camaro that’ll churn three hundred sixty horses sitting in my garage in Brooklyn right now. Can’t really see having one of those baby seats in it.” A laugh. “I guess I’d have to learn how to drive a Volvo station wagon with an automatic. Maybe I could take lessons.”

“I can see you laying rubber pulling out of the Food Lion parking lot.”

Silence fell between them, that odd silence of strangers who’ve shared complicated secrets and realize they can go no further with them.