Chapters (53)
It was painted. Lots of guns were painted, though, and this one wasn’t any different. Lots of things on it. Mostly green crosses, for Deepwater faith. The red stars of the Army of God.
“Yeah? What of it?”
It was just like every other gun she’d ever seen. Beat-up, but ready for action.
“Look,” Tool said again.
Mahlia stared at it, trying to see what Tool saw.
“The paint is chipped,” Tool said.
Mahlia glared up at him. “So?”
“So. Look.”
Sure, some of the paint had chipped off. But there was just more paint underneath. Might have been a couple of Fates Eyes, from the shape of them, under the green crosses. Sure. It could be. Something red, too. Maybe a bit of a white star on a blue background. Maybe a UPF tag…
A cold crawling moved up her spine. Mahlia’s breath snagged.
The gun gave her swagger, all right. And it had given their prisoners swagger.
And whoever owned it before that.
And whoever before that.
And before that.
And on and on and on…
She could look at the gun and see the history of hands that had held it. Soldier after soldier, making it his own. Covering it with luck symbols and charms, Fates Eyes and crosses and whatever they thought would give them the edge.
And every one of them was dead.
The shotgun didn’t care who owned it. It went hand to hand. She was just the latest in a chain that might as well have gone all the way back to the Accelerated Age when people had cities that worked and they didn’t shoot at one another all the time.
A lot of hands had held this weapon, and if it had done any of them any good, they probably still would have been holding it, instead of passing it down the line to her.
She shivered, suddenly wondering if she was a dead girl. If just holding the gun made her a ghost.
Tool growled. “You understand, now.”
Mahlia swallowed. Nodded.
“Good. Now go and negotiate with our captain. We should go before day breaks on us fully. The town will awaken soon.”
Mahlia turned and started to go, then turned back and looked at the boys.
“I don’t want it.” She held up the shotgun. “It’s yours. Soon as we’re gone, it’s yours. I don’t want it.”
She couldn’t tell what they thought of her. Their eyes looked wide and frightened over Tool’s fist and she felt bad, but she didn’t trust them enough to tell him to be nicer. Instead, she slipped out of the jungle, stealthing through the misty streets.