Contents ( 56)
- CONTENTS
- INTRODUCTION
- On Being Nineteen (and a Few Other Things)
- 19
- RENEWAL
- ARGUMENT
- PROLOGUE: THE SAILOR
- PROLOGUE
- THE PRISONER
- CHAPTER 1
- The Door
- CHAPTER 2
- Eddie Dean
- CHAPTER 3
- Contact and Landing
- CHAPTER 4
- The Tower
- CHAPTER 5
- Showdown and Shoot-Out
- SHUFFLE
- THE LADY OF SHADOWS
- CHAPTER 1
- Detta and Odetta
- CHAPTER 2
- Ringing the Changes
- CHAPTER 3
- Odetta On the Other Side
- CHAPTER 4
- Detta On the Other Side
- RE-SHUFFLE
- THE PUSHER
- CHAPTER 1
- Bitter Medicine
- CHAPTER 2
- The Honeypot
- CHAPTER 3
- Roland Takes His Medicine
- CHAPTER 4
- The Drawing
- FINAL SHUFFLE
- AFTERWORD
- BOOK ONE
- JAKE
- FEAR IN A HANDFUL OF DUST
- I
- BEAR AND BONE
- I
- Bear and Bone
- Continue Reading…
- CHARACTERS
- SLEEPING BEAUTIES
- PART ONE
- THE AULD TRIANGLE
- CHAPTER 1
- Continue Reading…
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
“I was watching the clock,” Ree said. “Timed it. Twenty-two minutes for the light to move from the window to there on the floor.”
“You should call Guinness,” said Jeanette.
“Last night I had a dream about eating chocolate cake with Michelle Obama and she was pissed: ‘That’s going to make you fat, Ree!’ But she was eating the cake, too.” Ree honked. “Nah. I didn’t. Made that up. Actually I dreamed about this teacher I had. She kept telling me I wasn’t in the right classroom, and I kept telling her I was in the right classroom, and she’d say okay, and then teach some, and tell me I wasn’t in the right room, and I’d say no, I was in the right room, and we went around like that. It was more exasperating than anything. What’d you dream, Jeanette?”
“Ah . . .” Jeanette tried to remember, but she couldn’t. Her new medication seemed to have thickened her sleep. Before, sometimes she had nightmares about Damian. He’d usually look the way he did the morning after, when he was dead, his skin that streaky blue, like wet ink.
Jeanette had asked Dr. Norcross if he thought the dreams had to do with guilt. The doctor squinted at her in that are-you-fucking-serious way that used to drive her nuts but that she had come around on, and then he had asked her if she was of the opinion that bunnies had floppy ears. Yeah, okay. Got it. Anyhow, Jeanette didn’t miss those dreams.
“Sorry, Ree. I got nothing. Whatever I dreamed, it’s gone.”
Somewhere out in the second-floor hall of B Wing, shoes were clapping along the cement: an officer making some last minute check before the doors opened.
Jeanette closed her eyes. She made up a dream. In it, the prison was a ruin. Lush vines climbed the ancient cell walls and sifted in the spring breeze. The ceiling was half-gone, gnawed away by time so that only an overhang remained. A couple of tiny lizards ran over a pile of rusty debris. Butterflies tumbled in the air. Rich scents of earth and leaf spiced what remained of the cell. Bobby was impressed, standing beside her at a hole in the wall, looking in. His mom was an archeologist. She’d discovered this place.
“You think you can be on a game show if you have a criminal record?”
The vision collapsed. Jeanette moaned. Well, it had been nice while it lasted. Life was definitely better on the pills. There was a calm, easy place she could find. Give the doc his due; better living through chemistry. Jeanette reopened her eyes.
Ree was goggling at Jeanette. Prison didn’t have much to say for it, but a girl like Ree, maybe she was safer inside. Out in the world, she’d just as likely walk into traffic. Or sell dope to a narc who looked like nothing but a narc. Which she had done.
“What’s wrong?” Ree asked.
“Nothing. I was just in paradise, that’s all, and your big mouth blew it up.”