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Chapters (13)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Sharon Olds
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright
  5. Dedication
  6. Part One
  7. I. Public
  8. II. Private
  9. Part Two
  10. I. The Family
  11. II. The Men
  12. III. The Children
  13. A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR

carried through the screaming. The sleeper will wake.

The twisted one will fly above the faces, his

garment rippling.

Here there is still the backstage quiet,

the dark at the bottom of the wall, the props

leaning in the grainy half-dusk.

He looks at us in the silence. He says

Save me, there is still time.

Photograph of the Girl

The girl sits on the hard ground,

the dry pan of Russia, in the drought

of 1921, stunned,

eyes closed, mouth open,

raw hot wind blowing

sand in her face. Hunger and puberty are

taking her together. She leans on a sack,

layers of clothes fluttering in the heat,

the new radius of her arm curved.

She cannot be not beautiful, but she is

starving. Each day she grows thinner, and her bones

grow longer, porous. The caption says

she is going to starve to death that winter

with millions of others. Deep in her body

the ovaries let out her first eggs,

golden as drops of grain.

Race Riot, Tulsa, 1921

The blazing white shirts of the white men

are blanks on the page, looking at them is like

looking at the sun, you could go blind.

Under the snouts of the machine guns,

the dark glowing skin of the women and

men going to jail. You can look at the

gleaming horse-chestnuts of their faces the whole day.

All but one descend from the wood

back of the flat-bed truck. He lies,

shoes pointed North and South,

knuckles curled under on the splintered slats,

head thrown back as if he is in a

field, his face tilted up

toward the sky, to get the sun on it, to

darken it more and more toward the color of the human.

Portrait of a Child

(Yerevan, capital of a republic
set up by those Armenians who had
not been massacred by the Turks.
In 1921, Turkey and Russia
divided the republic between them.)

His face is quite peaceful, really,

like any child asleep, though the skin

is darkened in places, the curved eyelids

turgid, part of the ear missing

as if bitten off. He lies like a child

asleep, on his side, one arm bent

so the hand curls near his face, one arm

dangling across his chest, fingertips

touching the stone street. His shirt has

two rents near the waist, the slits hunters make

in the stomach of the catch.

Besides the shirt he wears nothing. His abdomen is

swollen as the belly of a pregnant woman

and sags to one side. His hip-joint bulges,

a bruise. His thigh is big around as a

newborn’s arm, and from hip-bone to knee

the tendon runs sharp as a crease in cloth,

the skin pulling at it. His knees are enormous,

his feet peaceful as in deep sleep,

and across one leg delicately rests

his penis. Pale and lovely there

at the center of the picture, it lies, the source

of the children he would have had, this child

dead of hunger

in Yerevan.

Nevsky Prospekt