Chapters (76)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Karen Brooks
- Title Page
- Dedication
- EXPLANATORY NOTE
- PART ONE
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- PART TWO
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- PART THREE
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- PART FOUR
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Epilogue: Autumn 1706
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- GLOSSARY
- LIST OF CHARACTERS
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Even before she’d reached the braes of Pittenweem, she’d made a pact with herself that it was time to put all her dead behind her, including the bitter memories her mor and her marriage to Andy conjured. It was time to live once more. She’d known that being back in the house would stir memories of them and her da and brothers as well, but what she hadn’t anticipated was that they would still have the capacity to hurt her so much. Though not enough to do what young Anna Warren up in South Loan had done when her husband Hamish drowned, filling her pockets with bullets and chuckie-stanes and walking into the Forth in the dark. Then there was Agnes Black; after her three sons died on a voyage to Stornaway, she threw herself off the braes. Her broken body was found washed up on the shore. Sorcha would never cause her friends that kind of pain. Not if she could help it. That wasn’t to say she hadn’t been tempted, especially after Davan died. Her throat caught and her hand covered her stomach.
Before he’d taken a breath, the Lord took him away. And now not even her sister wanted to be with her.
It was just Sorcha. Alone. Again.
And Robbie. She hadn’t given up on her older brother even if Dagny had. The last she’d heard he was a prisoner of war and, until she was informed otherwise, as far as she was concerned he was alive. No matter how long his absence, she’d care for their house, make it a home for him to return to as well.
There was a loud cackle followed by a joyous shriek from the outer room.
A smile spread across her face and into her heart. As long as she was a fishwife, she wasn’t really alone.
Sorcha threw the cloth that had covered the mirror on the bed and went back to the others. Grateful for their blatter, as well as the care Nettie had taken of the house while she’d been gone, she slowly began to relax as they ate, talked and drank.
Settled into her da’s chair, Sorcha watched the women as she sipped whisky, relishing the taste, enjoying the slow build of warmth from the fireplace.
‘How’d you know I was back?’ she asked finally to no one in particular.
Nicolas sank into the chair opposite. ‘Nettie said she saw you up on the braes. We didn’t believe her at first, but she was all doolally and insisted we come and see for ourselves.’