Chapters (76)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Karen Brooks
- Title Page
- Dedication
- EXPLANATORY NOTE
- PART ONE
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- PART TWO
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- PART THREE
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- PART FOUR
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Epilogue: Autumn 1706
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- GLOSSARY
- LIST OF CHARACTERS
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
‘What is it you can’t, lass?’ asked the captain so very gently, his great black eyes reflecting the flames, radiating kindness and such empathy it made her want to weep all over again. ‘If you can’t bear to have a man near you, I’ll understand and make myself scarce. I see now I shouldn’t have touched you and for that I’m very sorry.’ He held up his hands as if in surrender. ‘I’m worried about leaving you in the state you’re in. All of your friends have someone to care for them, the townsfolk made sure of that. And I said I’d look to you. So, please, let me, then I’ll be gone.’
Sorcha’s shoulders slumped and damn if she didn’t begin to sob. ‘Nae… nae… That’s not it.’ She shook her head. ‘You don’t understand.’
‘Nae. I don’t,’ agreed the captain.
‘I can’t sit,’ Sorcha cried.
‘Is it something else those bastards did, lass? I know some of it, but not all.’ He drew himself up to his full height.
If Sorcha hadn’t been so upset, she would have smiled. Would she ever be able to talk about what was done to them? The terrible humiliations and pain? She doubted it. All she wanted was to forget those things ever happened.
‘It’s quite simple, really. I don’t want to sit or eat while I’m so filthy. While I smell like the Tolbooth. I feel like I don’t belong here — at least, not like this.’ She glanced down at her grubby skirts in dismay.
The captain smacked his palm against his forehead. ‘What was I thinking? I’m readying some water for you to bathe in, lass, but I thought feeding you was more important.’
Sorcha’s eyes glimmered. ‘I need to be clean.’ To be cleansed.
Misunderstanding the source of her trembling, he ushered her closer to the fire then left her standing there. Crying freely now, wondering if the others felt like her, so dirty that a bath was their priority, Sorcha was vaguely aware of a tub being rolled into the middle of the room, the captain moving backwards and forwards across the floor, out the back, the gurgle of water being poured, before the smell of lavender and roses wafted towards her.
By the time she’d dried her eyes, hiccoughing gently now the tempest had subsided, it was to find a steaming bath awaiting her. It was enough to make her cry afresh.