Then the being kneeling before the formation made a sound, a series of sounds that far exceeded the ant’s capacity to comprehend: “It’s a wonder to be alive. If you don’t understand that, how can you search for anything deeper?”
The being made a sound like a gust of wind blowing across the grass—a sigh—and then stood up.
The ant continued to crawl parallel to the ground and entered a third trough, one that was nearly vertical until it turned, like this: “7.” The ant didn’t like this shape. A sharp, sudden turn usually meant danger or battle.
The first being’s voice had obscured the vibrations, so it was only now that the ant realized that the second being had reached the formation. Shorter and frailer, the second being had white hair that stood out against the dark blue background of the sky, bobbing silver in the wind, connected somehow to the increasing number of stars.
The first being stood up to welcome her. “Dr. Ye, is it?”
“You’re … Xiao Luo?”1
“Luo Ji. I went to high school with Yang Dong. Why are you … here?”
“It’s a nice place, and easy to get to by bus. Lately, I’ve been coming here to take walks fairly often.”
“My condolences, Dr. Ye.”
“That’s all in the past.…”
Down on the formation, the ant wanted to turn toward the sky, but then discovered another trough ahead of it, identical to the “9”-shaped trough it had crawled through before the “7.” So it continued horizontally through the “9,” which it found better than both the “7” and the “1.” although it could not say exactly why. Its aesthetic sense was primitive and single-celled. The indistinct pleasure it had felt upon crawling through the “9” intensified. A primitive, single-celled state of happiness. These two spiritual monocells, aesthetics and pleasure had never evolved. They had been the same a billion years ago, and would be the same a billion years hence.
“Xiao Luo, Dong Dong often spoke of you. She said you’re in … astronomy?”
“I used to be. I teach college sociology now. At your school, actually, although you had already retired when I got there.”
“Sociology? That’s a pretty big leap.”
“Yeah. Yang Dong always said my mind wasn’t focused.”
“She wasn’t kidding when she said you’re smart.”
“Just clever. Nothing like your daughter’s level. I just felt astronomy was an undrillable chunk of iron. Sociology is a plank of wood, and there’s bound to be someplace thin enough to punch through. It’s easier to get by.”
In the hope of reaching another “9,” the ant continued its horizontal advance, but the next thing it encountered was a perfectly straight horizontal like the first trough, except longer than the “1” and turned on its side. And no smaller troughs at the ends. A “–” shape.
“You shouldn’t put it like that. It’s a normal person’s life. Not everyone can be Dong Dong.”
“I really don’t have that kind of ambition. I drift.”