Chapters (50)
- Cover
- About the Book
- Dedication
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Sandie Docker
- Book Club Questions
- Welcome to the Kookaburra Creek Café
- Prologue
- One
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As the night grew cold, she curled up on the sofa under a blanket in front of her empty bookshelves, and read over her notebook where she’d jotted down the questions that had come to her that morning looking at photos of Ivy. It was getting harder not to skip ahead with Ivy’s letters. But the routine was comforting and it was almost as if she was checking in with a friend at the end of the day. Nicole missed having someone to check in with. In her lonely life, these snippets of light were worth holding on to a little longer.
2nd November, 1941
My Dearest Tom,
The sun was so warm today, my love. The morning began as it often does in late spring, crisp and cool, and melted into a warm bright day with clear blue skies and a gentle breeze. The sea was such a beautiful deep shade of turquoise and I found it soothing as ever to watch the gentle, rhythmic ripples. Had you been here, I know you would have loved removing your shoes to feel the warm grass between your toes. So, my dearest, I did so in your stead and I must admit I giggled like a schoolgirl as I danced our wedding waltz barefoot around the headland.
Perhaps I shall never wear shoes again. What would Mother have to say about that?
Nicole thought back to Mandy’s photos, with Ivy barefoot in each one, and smiled to herself.
As fate would have it, I had no need to send her on an errand today as the CWA required her services. You know how she cannot refuse being needed. She tried to take me with her but I feigned illness.
Mother was out of the house by ten, which gave me ample time to ready our anniversary picnic. Naturally, I prepared far too much food. Even when you were here I would make too much. Imagine the excess today with only one mouth to feed! Still, the seagulls did not complain.
I found myself talking to them as I would you while they squawked and scavenged around me. They were not very good listeners.
I could not bring myself to enter the boatshed, my darling. I made it as far as placing my hand on the doorknob, but before I could turn it open, images of that night before you left for war flooded my mind. Oh, what I would not give to have another night in the boatshed with you.
So, I remained outside today, eating our anniversary lunch with the seagulls. I miss you so, my darling.