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Contents ( 72)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. The Old Bailey, London, 7 April 1826
  5. Chapter One
  6. Paradise, Jamaica, 1812‒25
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. London, February 1825
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. The School-house
  40. August 1825‒January 1826
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  46. Levenhall
  47. January 1826
  48. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  50. The Old Bailey
  51. 7 April 1826
  52. Chapter Forty
  53. Chapter Forty-One
  54. Chapter Forty-Two
  55. Chapter Forty-Three
  56. Chapter Forty-Four
  57. Chapter Forty-Five
  58. Newgate Prison
  59. Chapter Forty-Six
  60. Chapter Forty-Seven
  61. Chapter Forty-Eight
  62. Chapter Forty-Nine
  63. Chapter Fifty
  64. Chapter Fifty-One
  65. Chapter Fifty-Two
  66. Chapter Fifty-Three
  67. Chapter Fifty-Four
  68. Author’s Note
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. About the Author
  71. Copyright
  72. About the Publisher

Well, what could she say to that? She pinched her mouth shut. I saw her throwing glances towards the door. Oh, she was anxious. He was right: she might have been happy to see him, but she was not happy to see him there. Two of her coils slipped their pins, running into little dark pools that hid her face. He grinned, and shrugged his shoulders, eyeing the mantel again and looking as if he would bite it. I saw nothing there to catch his interest, save for a spray of lilies in a vase that Linux had made up that morning, and wondered if he was staring at it simply not to stare at her. He had just crossed to the window bench and she was reaching up to tidy her hair when Benham walked in. The silence that unfurled then seemed a solid thing. Went up like a sail. She struck up some stream of nervous chatter but Benham shushed her, looking for all the world as if Laddie simply wasn’t there. He just looked around at each of them, and nodded. Though when he sat and swapped words with Hep Elliot, I heard his voice straining behind its leash of teeth.

Later, I went down to the empty parlour and sat on the window-bench to finish up the bit of white-work she wanted to lay on her mantel. It was in a spider’s web pattern, and difficult, with that laudanum-quiver in my hands. All that thread, and having to prick white violets onto white cotton. But she’d wanted violets, and I wanted her happy. She’d said Laddie had caught her by surprise, that afternoon; she was worried Benham might object. I pointed out that she’d been the one to write him, and seemed to be forever changing her mind.

After a time, I heard her and Benham in the hallway, him saying the boy was not welcome, her saying surely opening their doors to him was the best way to pour water on the rumours, then asking would he come inside and sit with her awhile. Trying to appease him, I thought. When they came together into the room, I looked down again, hoping to stay invisible, and kept on pulling the ant-bite stitches through the cloth. The drawn curtains sieved out some of the heat, left the room dark enough for them to want candles lit, which Pru came in and did for them. When she’d finished, Benham asked would she fetch him a plate of Linux’s almond cake, and then he sat sucking marzipan from his fork. His shoulders sloped like hillsides. For a time, it was quiet, but she sidled looks at him, the way you come at a bad dog sideways. She turned a page of her magazine and reached for a sip of brandy. I had a thirst for it too, but no one had offered me any.

Benham raised his head. ‘I see you are indulging again, wife?’

‘I am bored again, husband,’ she replied, thudding down her glass. I pricked the needle in and out through the fabric, drew in a breath. When I looked up from my stitching I came face to face with the painted, dying horses, their eyes bone-white and wide, their chests heavy as anvils. I wanted to pull aside the drapes, to the Devil with the hot air. I wanted him to leave, so I could have her to myself once again.