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Contents ( 42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. September
  5. The Notice
  6. Flock
  7. Carry Tiger
  8. An Act of Love
  9. Facing Up
  10. Talking Heads
  11. Rigmarole
  12. Memory Vault
  13. Irresolutus
  14. Escape
  15. October
  16. Stories, First-Hand
  17. A Normal Life
  18. Backroom at Cassie’s
  19. Wall at Your Back
  20. November
  21. Remember, Remember
  22. A Small Party
  23. Ways of Listening
  24. Keeping Vigil
  25. Changes
  26. The Floodgates
  27. December
  28. A Foot Steps
  29. Desperate Measures
  30. On His Watch
  31. Being Present
  32. Ways of Seeing
  33. Seeking Balance
  34. The Company
  35. Solidarity
  36. May
  37. The Wedding
  38. Acknowledgements
  39. About the Author
  40. Also by Frances Itani
  41. Copyright
  42. About the Publisher

“I’m sure I’ve seen you at Spinney’s, Gwen,” said Chiyo. “I bought a desk there last year. And a two-drawer filing cabinet. You look familiar.”

“I came out to the sales floor occasionally, though most of the time I was in the office,” said Gwen. “I miss work,” she said, abruptly. And added, lest the others think her cold, unforgiving, “And I miss Brigg. I loved him.” She had no explanation for blurting out that unnecessary and untrue piece of information. She stopped because she could think of no further admission to make, true or false. She looked down at the table again, silent.

“Thanks, Gwen. We have one more person to hear from,” said Hazzley. She looked across the table at someone she was sure she’d seen at Marvin’s checkout. A woman in her forties who looked as if she’d willingly sit down with strangers and listen to their long-drawn-out life stories. A woman who would know how to impart wise counsel about matters of the heart and soul.

Addie sighed audibly and smiled.

“I’m Addie,” she said. “I work at the hospital in town—I’m unit manager for the newly expanded Danforth Wing, a busy job. We’ve probably passed each other in a hospital corridor at some time over the years. I seem to have been there forever. Well, not forever, but it feels that way. I applied for the job after deciding it was time to leave Montreal. I graduated from McGill years ago. I’m not a nurse, but my mom was. She was heavy-set and she was tough. She had to be tough because she worked in a psychiatric hospital in Quebec—one of those sprawling Victorian buildings that were erected on fenced-in grounds and housed hundreds of patients on locked wards. So many men and women lived out their final days in those places.”

What did that have to do with grief? And what did her mother’s weight have to do with anything? Was she stalling? Why was she startled by the fact that each of the others in the group had spoken about someone who had died? Now that she’d mentioned her mother, maybe the others assumed she was here because of losing a parent. Her mother had died years earlier of complications from what had begun as a blood clot in her leg. She’d had excellent care in Montreal, and Addie had been with her as much as possible, but her mom died suddenly, while supposedly recovering. Now Addie’s father, at seventy-eight, lived comfortably with his new wife in Catalonia, year-round. Addie loved him and saw him every two years. She still grieved her mother, but . . . she was losing track of what she’d intended to say.

“My dearest friend,” she said. “Sybil.” She could think of nothing else to say without the entire story of the past eight months pouring out. “Breast cancer.” She heard something like a sob coming from herself and felt a hand on her shoulder. Chiyo, the young woman to her right. The personal trainer. A brief but reassuring touch. Soothing.