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Contents ( 42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. September
  5. The Notice
  6. Flock
  7. Carry Tiger
  8. An Act of Love
  9. Facing Up
  10. Talking Heads
  11. Rigmarole
  12. Memory Vault
  13. Irresolutus
  14. Escape
  15. October
  16. Stories, First-Hand
  17. A Normal Life
  18. Backroom at Cassie’s
  19. Wall at Your Back
  20. November
  21. Remember, Remember
  22. A Small Party
  23. Ways of Listening
  24. Keeping Vigil
  25. Changes
  26. The Floodgates
  27. December
  28. A Foot Steps
  29. Desperate Measures
  30. On His Watch
  31. Being Present
  32. Ways of Seeing
  33. Seeking Balance
  34. The Company
  35. Solidarity
  36. May
  37. The Wedding
  38. Acknowledgements
  39. About the Author
  40. Also by Frances Itani
  41. Copyright
  42. About the Publisher

Allam pondered the sewing of the pockets and said, “The action suited the situation.” And held her tightly because she was shaking; her entire body was shaking. He instinctively knew that they should speak of other things while she allowed herself the realization of having shared a part of her story—never before told.

“When I am walking in this town,” he told her, “I walk sometimes at night and hear the sound of Canada from the skies. In September, October, even to late November, from the dark sky comes the sound of geese in migration. For me, this is Canada’s sound. If a window is open in my daughter’s house, I hear and go out and stand in the yard to listen while geese are calling. Sometimes I cannot see them in the dark. And why do I go out and stare up at the night sky? Because for me, this is important in my new life. The sound is a symbol of something. Freedom? Beauty? I do not yet know.”

“But you miss your own country.” Gwen was feeling only relief. I can speak of ordinary things to this man, she told herself. Maybe we will be able to say anything to each other. Talk and listen. Listen and talk.

Even so, she spoke softly, as if a third presence in the room was also listening.

“Yes, I miss,” Allam told her. “I miss my mother, who is in Beirut; I miss my cousins, my aunts, my uncles who are still alive in Syria. I miss the pomegranate tree in a special garden near the place where I lived. I miss the souk, the barter and confusion and colour. I miss the spices, the coffee house where I met friends many days and played chess. I miss the stories of my friends. I miss the dry and dusty street, the broken cobblestone beside my door that my foot tripped over every day. What I must understand and admit is that much of my city, once beautiful and ancient and full of history, is now white stone, rubble, a tragedy in this world. Many things are gone from me, Gwendo-leen-ah, but I am finding ways to live this new life. Also, to live in a colder climate is not easy, but this can be done. Where I lived in Syria could be cold some of the time, but not like here. Not thirty-five degrees below zero, not forty below some days. But we come here and see Canadians living in winter, playing in winter. We say to each other, ‘We can do the same.’ Especially when we know so many Syrians are living in shelters with no heat at all.”

Gwen considered what she was missing. Her twins. Her two granddaughters. She wanted to be part of their lives. She would definitely contact her sons and make arrangements to visit them in Texas. Maybe next summer their families would agree to come to Wilna Creek. They could stay at her house. She would find room for everyone. She had two spare rooms. She had a basement room that could be painted and furnished. She could introduce her sons to Allam. She wanted them all to meet.