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Who was it? What had he been doing? Or was it just Stephen’s imagination? The way his stepfather used to see snipers in the hawk nests of West Virginia oak trees.
The face in the window had gazed at him the way his stepfather would look at him sometimes, studying him, inspecting. Stephen, remembering what young Stephen had often thought: Did I fuck up? Did I do good? What’s he thinking about me?
Finally he couldn’t wait any longer and he’d headed back to his hotel in Washington.
Stephen had been shot at and beaten and stabbed. But nothing had shaken him as much as that incident in Alexandria. He’d never once been troubled by the faces of his victims, dead or alive. But the face in the window was like a worm crawling up his leg.
Cringey . . .
Which was exactly what he felt now, seeing the lines of officers moving toward him from both directions on Lexington. Cars were honking, drivers were angry. But the police paid no mind; they continued their dogged search. It was just a matter of minutes until they spotted him—an athletic white man by himself, carrying a guitar case that might easily contain the best sniper rifle God put on this earth.
His eyes went to the black, grimy windows overlooking the street.
He prayed he wouldn’t see a face looking out.
Soldier, the fuck you talking about?
Sir, I—
Reconnoiter, Soldier.
Sir, yessir.
A burnt, bitter smell came to him.
He turned around and found he was standing outside a Starbucks. He walked in and while he pretended to read the menu in fact he surveyed the customers.
At a table by herself a large woman sat in one of the flimsy, uncomfortable chairs. She was reading a magazine and nursing a tall cup of tea. She was in her early thirties, dumpy, with a broad face and a thick nose. Starbucks, he free-associated . . . Seattle . . . dyke?
But, no, he didn’t think so. She pored over the Vogue in her hands with envy, not lust.
Stephen bought a cup of Celestial Seasonings tea, chamomile. He picked up the container and started to walk toward a seat at the window. Stephen was just passing the woman’s table when the cup slipped from his hand and dropped onto the chair opposite her, spraying the hot tea all over the floor. She slid back in surprise, looking up at the horrified expression on Stephen’s face.
“Oh, my goodness,” he whispered, “I am sooo sorry.” He lunged for a handful of napkins. “Tell me I didn’t get any on you. Please!”

Percey Clay pulled away from the young detective who held her pinned to the floor.
Ed’s mother, Joan Carney, lay a few feet away, her face frozen in shock and bewilderment.
Brit Hale was up against the wall, covered by two strong cops. It looked as if they were arresting him.