“So then she started fucking me with her tongue, and that felt unbelievably good. I could feel my orgasm coming, like it was coming from everywhere, all over me. I’d never felt anything like it. And then, um, I came. Only I…I wet myself.” She hung her head in shame. “All over her face.” Jacky cringed and shut her eyes. The memory was mortifying. She risked a look up at Tania, dreading what she might see.

“Oh my God,” whispered Tania. “You ejaculated?”

Jacky stared at her, uncomprehending. Tania seemed…intrigued, rather than disgusted.

“You…you don’t think that’s gross?”

“Is that what she said? That it was gross?”

Jacky nodded. “It kind of freaked her out a bit. I mean, she sort of laughed it off, but I…I could tell she was trying hard not to say anything too nasty. She couldn’t wait to get in the bathroom and clean up. And, oh God, the mess it made of the bed.” Jacky paused, remembering how it felt to think there was something wrong with her. “I was so embarrassed. And I left straight away. I couldn’t stay there. I thought it would be okay; I could deal with knowing what had happened if I didn’t see her again, but a few nights later, I bumped into her and her two best friends in a club. It was obvious she’d told them. They all made sarcastic comments about it, and although I was really hurt, she just walked away from me.”

“What a bitch,” said Tania under her breath but still loud enough to make Jacky smile wanly.

“So from then on, I’ve never let anyone do that. I couldn’t risk that happening again. It’s not normal.”

“Oh, babe,” whispered Tania, leaning forward to softly kiss Jacky. “It’s not common, but it’s certainly a known reaction in some women. Didn’t you try and find out about it? You could have just Googled it, you know.”

Jacky shook her head. “I didn’t want to know. It’s disgusting, isn’t it? I mean, even if it is more common than I thought, who needs that happening every time someone goes down on them? God, deep down, I would love you to go down on me, and to feel that way again like I did before I orgasmed with her, but I can’t take the risk that I would do that to you too. I…I couldn’t bear it.”