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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. The Cloud Messenger
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. 1
  7. 2
  8. 3
  9. III
  10. 1978
  11. 1979
  12. 1980
  13. 1981
  14. 1982
  15. 1983
  16. 1984
  17. 1985
  18. 1986
  19. IV
  20. 1987
  21. 1988
  22. 1989
  23. 1990
  24. 1991
  25. 1992
  26. 1993
  27. V
  28. 1994
  29. 1995
  30. 1996
  31. 1997
  32. 1998
  33. 1999
  34. VI
  35. 2010
  36. Author’s Note
  37. Acknowledgements
  38. Read More
  39. Read More
  40. Read More
  41. Read More

In the first year at university, Urdu had been, in a way, my default subject, coming second to Persian just as it had come second to English all my life. The tutors of Urdu were quiet scholarly men in their late twenties and early thirties, who revolved around another charismatic figure: Mr Dick of the curly grey locks and portly body, a Marxist who still read all literature in terms of class struggle and economic monopolies, but had a sensitive and paradoxical, though erratic, understanding of traditional Urdu poetry: like Lukacs, he probably held that a culture’s decadent writers best exposed its shortcomings from the inside, while radicals and revolutionaries indulged, on the page, in wishful thinking. He held that in the century he loved best, the eighteenth, Urdu poets were still artisans, who practised their craft like jewellers or potters, working with inherited patterns and ritualised designs rather than voicing an individual agony, apart from a few honourable exceptions. But Mr Dick’s reputation, in contrast to Lady L’s, was confined to our corridors.

I only had to attend one seminar a week, with students who had started a year or two ahead of me, in which one student had to deconstruct an Urdu poem. There were close readings and discussions by students from the final year of Faiz or Iqbal, the moderns who had first inspired me, in my teens, to read Urdu poetry. Or we discussed classic lyrics, Wali and Quli and Sauda and Ghalib, for two hours. My Urdu spelling was atrocious, but I discovered a talent I had never suspected I had for unravelling elaborate similes and undoing the multiple knots of a metaphor. Much of the time, I just had to pick up xeroxed copies of prose texts like Bagh-o-bahar (The Garden and Spring: or the Tale of Four Dervishes) and Umrao Jan Ada, read them alone without supervision, and deliver a scribbled exegesis, a report, or (now and then) a few pages of translation.