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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. The Cloud Messenger
  3. Dedication
  4. I
  5. II
  6. 1
  7. 2
  8. 3
  9. III
  10. 1978
  11. 1979
  12. 1980
  13. 1981
  14. 1982
  15. 1983
  16. 1984
  17. 1985
  18. 1986
  19. IV
  20. 1987
  21. 1988
  22. 1989
  23. 1990
  24. 1991
  25. 1992
  26. 1993
  27. V
  28. 1994
  29. 1995
  30. 1996
  31. 1997
  32. 1998
  33. 1999
  34. VI
  35. 2010
  36. Author’s Note
  37. Acknowledgements
  38. Read More
  39. Read More
  40. Read More
  41. Read More

And what did Mehran miss about Karachi in those years after he left, when he hardly ever thought about it? Did he miss his father’s English-speaking relatives, with their Cambridge degrees and garrulous ways? They all lived separate lives, in different, distant parts of town, the relatives in Clifton, Bath Island and Defence, Mehran and his family in Shah Abdul Latif Road. Apart from those family Sundays, the two big Eids were the major occasions for the extended clan to get together. That was when Mehran saw the relatives referred to as The Sindhi Cousins, who were gaudier, bawdier, and far more loving then the Karachi clan, with a gift for feasting and a love of music which meant that they invited some renowned singer to perform at every festivity. In Karachi, worship seemed tied to the cycles of the day and the calendar: you prayed when you saw the new moon, which announced the coming of Ramadan and of Eid, as the rising of the light announced the time to commit yourself to the day’s fast, and the setting of the sun announced the time to break it with another prayer. So there was, in Mehran’s mind at least, a connection between the sky and the seasons and God, who remained an exterior and primordial being. Mehran remembered only one Eid in Indore, which, apart from a visit to the mosque for the men, and special sweets, was as quiet as any other day. His grandmother prayed, without any ceremony, five times a day, as did most of his mother’s family. Looking back, Mehran came to see that prayer there had ceased to be a ritual, to become, instead, reflection: an intense and private duty which brought your Maker closer to you than your jugular vein. Now, in London, Mehran often reads from a little book of prayers in a sunlit room where leaves press against the glass.