Back The Christmas Fix
Chapters (50)
  1. Dedication
  2. About This Book
  3. CHAPTER ONE
  4. CHAPTER TWO
  5. CHAPTER THREE
  6. CHAPTER FOUR
  7. CHAPTER FIVE
  8. CHAPTER SIX
  9. CHAPTER SEVEN
  10. CHAPTER EIGHT
  11. CHAPTER NINE
  12. CHAPTER TEN
  13. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  14. CHAPTER TWELVE
  15. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  20. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  21. CHAPTER NINTEEN
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  42. CHAPTER FORTY
  43. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT

“It’s kind of weird knowing that your neighbors are basically watching our every move,” Cat said, wrinkling her nose.

“Goes with the territory in a small town.”

“Do you think she’s going to expect a report from us on all the reasons a permanent relationship won’t work?” Cat asked, leaning against the counter next to him.

They were barefoot, relaxing after cleaning up from dinner. It was such a normal scene for so many couples around the world. But for them? They were just playing at a relationship. Noah cleared his throat. “I’m sure. With footnotes.”

He felt… disappointed. It wasn’t that he’d been planning to spend the rest of his life with Cat. They both were aware of the temporariness of their situation. However, it still sucked to hear her say the words, to know that she wasn’t even willing to consider.

Cat’s eyes narrowed over her glass. “What’s wrong?”

Noah topped off his own glass and avoided eye contact. “Nothing. Just surprised at how grown up Sara’s become without me noticing.”

“She’s smart,” Cat commented, nudging him companionably with her elbow. “And she’s got a great eye. The designs she was thinking for her room? There’s talent there. As a non-parent offering unasked-for advice, I’d recommend that you support her interest in fashion marketing.”

“As a parent accepting unasked-for advice from a non-parent, I’ll take that into consideration,” he said, raising his glass.

She clinked her glass to his, and Noah felt a war of wants. Wanting to kiss her as if it were the most natural thing in the world and wanting to back away and figure out if it was too late to protect his heart.

“A friend of a friend in Manhattan runs this immersive summer camp kind of experience for teens. They basically act as lowly gophers for whatever fashion house is hottest that season. Long hours, no pay. She’s too young now, but if she’s still interested in a few years, it would probably help Sara decide whether it’s something she wants to pursue.”

“Will we still be in touch in a few years?” Noah asked. He was surprised at the bitterness that colored the words.

Cat frowned. “Noah, you and Sara are special to me. Just because there’s no future doesn’t mean it has to end badly. I couldn’t stand that.”

Noah’s heart sank as he realized that, no matter how this ended, he’d be the crushed and broken one. Cat would move on to the next project, the next excitement. He’d be left here picking up the slivers of his heart.

It was a joke. And he was the punchline.

Cat would be gone, and in a few short years he’d also have to face that Sara would be growing up, moving on, building her own life.