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Chapters (28)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Part One
  5. 1. Sunday, June 30, 2002
  6. 2. Sunday, June 30, 2002
  7. 3. Saturday, June 29, 2002
  8. 4. Spring 1963
  9. 5. Sunday, June 30, 2002
  10. 6. Winter and Spring 1968
  11. 7. Monday, July 1, 2002
  12. 8. Tuesday, July 2, 2002
  13. 9. Wednesday, July 3, 2002
  14. Part Two
  15. 10. Summer 1968
  16. 11. Thursday, July 4, 2002
  17. 12. Summer 1968
  18. 13. Friday, July 5, 2002
  19. 14. Summer 19682
  20. Part Three
  21. 15. Saturday, July 6, 2002
  22. 16. The End of the World, 1968
  23. 17. The Beginning of the World, 1968
  24. 18. Sunday, July 7, 2002
  25. 19. Her Oldest Friend, 1987
  26. 20. Sunday, July 7, 2002
  27. Acknowledgments
  28. About the Author

“I’ve no idea,” said Papa. “Maybe the real things she was upset about. What would you draw?”

“A map of the world,” said Edmund, who only ever drew maps.

“Go practice on the sidewalk,” said Papa. “Make sure you add some live things.”

They used the stubs of Rita’s pastels, but it was hot, and inchworms dropped from the dogwood. Polly made her continents too large, Edmund too small. He used a squirt gun to clean away their mistakes, which meant a wait—not long at all, because of the heat—while the sidewalk dried. Their minds wandered and they whined their way into the kitchen, where Dee worked on a tomato sauce, rolling back and forth between the table and the stove with the rolling stool she’d begun to use. Polly sensed her lack of patience, but it was so, so hot outside, and Papa finally found a scroll, an actual stretch of uncut soft paper—he had every sort of object in his office—and stretched it out on the bumpy table on the front porch. He showed them drawings in an old bestiary and a children’s atlas with bright trains flying over mountains.

Polly and Edmund ridiculed the atlas, but they were doing the same childish thing. How could they show the north and south poles, the sky and the water and the stuff boiling under the rocks, all on the same page? The bestiary showed creatures that had never existed, leopard women and sea monsters and single-eyed men. Papa said to try their best and disappeared with Dee for their daily nap in the bedroom at the end of the hall. When Merle and Jane were away, and Polly ran down to Dee and Papa’s room after a nightmare, she would watch them for a moment before she woke them, and wonder why they looked so young in the dark, until they opened their eyes and let her climb in. We’ll give you a good dream, they’d say. Don’t worry anymore.