Chapters (41)
- Cover
- Part I
- NDA
- ICU
- Magic; Lies
- Reunion; Observations
- Whisky & Women
- Whispers & Wine
- The Truth Will Out
- i love you, for the millionth time
- Part II
- 72 hours
- 7 days
- 14 days
- 18 days
- 21 days
- day unknown
- day unknown
- 30 days
- 33 days
- 90 days
- 120 days
- 210 days
- Part III
- Letters From The Dead, Part One
- Letters From the Dead, Part Two
- Resurrection
- Stars
- Coffee & Home Cooking
- Watercolors & John Denver
- One Little Thing At A Time
- Lie Just A Little Longer
- Kintsugi Heart
- Heart Work
- Too Right, Too Soon
- Learn me, Find You
- A Song Of Us
- The Art To Living
- A Note From Jasinda & Jack
- Sign Up!
- Also by Jasinda Wilder
His eyes close, and a smile of blissful joy lights up his features. He sinks to his knees, cupping my belly with both hands. “Hi, little one. You dancin’ for mama?” He kisses my belly with delicacy and gentility, as if I’m made of porcelain and starlight.
“Doing the conga, more like,” I say, with a wince and a chuckle. “Or maybe an Olympics floor routine.” I hiss as he or she twists, rolls, and then seems to kick and punch me in at least four different places. “Hoooo, wow. It has to a boy, because he’s as strong as his daddy.”
He keeps his hands on my belly, feeling. “Nope. Girl. She’s strong like her mama.”
“Guess we’ll find out in a couple months, won’t we?” I feather my fingers in his hair as he holds my belly in his big hands, and sings some tune to him or her, under his breath so I can’t quite make out what it is. “I have that ultrasound down at the clinic next week, don’t forget.”
“Won’t miss it for the world.”
Being over forty, I’m considered high risk, so I’ve gotten regular ultrasounds through my pregnancy. An unnecessary precaution, so far. The baby is huge, strong and healthy—so much so my doctor is planning on inducing me a couple weeks early, because the baby is looking to be big enough that if I were to go to term it’d be risky for me to try to deliver naturally, which is my plan.
He stands up. Grins at me. “I’ve got something for you.”
I tilt my head. “You do? What is it?”
He strides across the workshop, brings over a wooden box. He made the box himself, obviously. It’s oak, polished and stained to a glossy shine. There are no fasteners or metal, only cleverly joined wood. The top lifts off, and within is a bedding of straw, cradling a carving.
It’s us, I can see, before I’ve even lifted the carving out. Carefully, I withdraw the carving from its bedding. I know what it is immediately: a representation of our wedding photo, framed and standing on our mantle: Him and me, on our dock, at sunset. He’s wearing a tux, I’m in an ivory mermaid dress, my hair long and loose and curled into wide spirals. We’re facing each other, hands joined at our waists, about to kiss. Our bodies form a heart, framing the setting sun.
Nathan has captured this photo in white pine, in extraordinary detail, in figurines some six inches tall. Individual fingers, even eyelashes, tendrils of hair, his beard, the planks of the dock under our feet. It’s unpainted, just polished and stained, and the more beautiful for it.
My eyes start to sting. “Nathan, my god…it’s incredible.” I blink the happy tears away. “But…why? I mean, why today?”