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At the last dip before the cemetery a disembowelled mattress from the dump had begun to writhe across the road. It looked like a kind of monster from out of the depths of somebody’s mind, the part a decent person ignored.
‘Ah, dear! At the cemetery too!’ Mrs Hogben protested. ‘I wonder the Council,’ she added, in spite of her husband.
‘All right, Myrtle,’ he said between his teeth. ‘I made a mental note.’
Councillor Hogben was good at that.
‘And the Whalleys on your own doorstep,’ Mrs Hogben moaned.
The things she had seen on hot days, in front of their kiddies too.
The hearse had entered the cemetery gate. They had reached the bumpy stage toppling over the paspalum clumps, before the thinner, bush grass. All around, the leaves of the trees presented so many grey blades. Not even a magpie to put heart into a Christian. But Alf Herbert came forward, his hand dusted with yellow clay, to guide the hearse between the Methoes and the Presbyterian, onto Church of England ground.
Jolting had shaken Mrs Hogben’s grief up to the surface again. Mr Brickle was impressed. He spoke for a moment of the near and dear. His hands were kind and professional in helping her out.
But Meg jumped. And landed. It was a shock to hear a stick crack so loud. Perhaps it was what Mum would have called irreverent At the same time her banana-coloured panama fell off her head into the tussocks.
It was really a bit confusing at the grave. Some of the men helped with the coffin, and Councillor Last was far too short.
Then Mrs Hogben saw, she saw, from out of the lace handkerchief, it was that Ossie Coogan she saw, standing the other side of the grave. Had old Gill given him a life? Ossie, only indifferently buttoned, stood snivelling behind the mound of yellow clay.
Nothing would have stopped his nose. Daise used to say: You don’t want to be frightened, Ossie, not when I’m here, see? But she wasn’t any longer. So now he was afraid. Excepting Daise, Protestants had always frightened him. Well, I’m nothing, she used to say, nothing that you could pigeonhole, but love what we are given to love.
Myrtle Hogben was ropeable, if only because of what Councillor Last must think. She would have liked to express her feelings in words, if she could have done so without giving offence to God. Then the ants ran up her legs, for she was standing on a nest, and her body cringed before the teeming injustices.
Daise, she had protested the day it all began, whatever has come over you? The sight of her sister had made her run out leaving the white sauce to burn. Wherever will you take him? He’s sick, said Daise. But you can’t, Myrtle Hogben cried. For there was her sister Daise pushing some old deadbeat in a barrow. All along Showground Road people had come out of homes to look. Daise appeared smaller pushing the wheelbarrow down the hollow and up the hill. Her hair was half uncoiled. You can’t! You can’t! Myrtle called. But Daise could, and did.