“Several times.” His hands were at the front of his breeches, unbuttoning them as if it were the veriest commonplace. “It’s been my misfortune to always find myself in the way of stray bullets. Luckily, none have penetrated so deeply that the surgeons couldn’t remove them.”

“Was this in the Crimea?”

“It was. All of these scars—” He stopped. “Forgive me. I realize it isn’t pleasing to look at.”

“No. It’s . . . You’re . . .” She moistened lips that were suddenly dry. “It pleases me very much.”

His mouth hitched in a lopsided smile. One of his boyish smiles—as rare as it was potent.

The impact on her constitution was immediate. Her stomach fluttered and her heart turned over, leaving her flustered and breathless and wanting nothing more than to throw herself straight into his arms.

A foolish notion.

The children were within view, and she was in no state to be embracing anyone. Indeed, wearing nothing but her chemise and drawers, the sun warming her skin through the thin layers of cambric, she felt positively naked.

“Don’t forget your boots and stockings,” Jasper said.

“I haven’t forgotten them.” She bent to unlace her half boots, heedless of her chemise gaping open at her neck. It took her longer than usual. She was all thumbs. By the time her legs and feet were bare, she’d been bent over for heaven knows how long.

Straightening, she found Jasper staring at her. A dull red flush was evident high on his cheekbones.

A surge of self-consciousness made her hesitate. “What is it?”

His throat worked on a swallow. “Nothing.”

Her gaze flicked briefly downward. He’d already removed his breeches and was wearing nothing save a pair of flannel drawers. She expected to be scandalized, but the garment wasn’t at all indecent. In fact, they were rather utilitarian in appearance, falling partway to his knees, with an overlapping front secured with small buttons.

She bit her lower lip.

To think just a week ago he’d been a stranger to her. And now, here they were. Not only married, but standing out of doors together in their knickers. She didn’t know whether to laugh or to swoon.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

“I think so.” She walked alongside him down to the bank of the pond. The children splashed nearby, oblivious to any shyness or discomfort Julia might be feeling. “Is the water very cold?”

“Let’s see.” Jasper stepped into it ahead of her.

And that’s when she saw it. A sight that stopped her heart from flip-flopping and her stomach from trembling. It was his back—broad and lean and muscular as all the rest of him. It was scarred, too. But not with cuts like the one on his face and chest, and not with bullet wounds. These scars were uniform, one laid down after the other as if made with the same implement over and over again.

Julia had never seen anything like it, but some part of her recognized it for what it was. He’d been beaten. Flogged.