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  1. praise for
  2. The Siren of Sussex
  3. Also by Mimi Matthews
  4. belles of london novels
  5. Contents
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-One
  27. Twenty-Two
  28. Twenty-Three
  29. Twenty-Four
  30. Twenty-Five
  31. Twenty-Six
  32. Twenty-Seven
  33. Twenty-Eight
  34. Twenty-Nine
  35. Thirty
  36. Thirty-One
  37. Thirty-Two
  38. Thirty-Three
  39. Thirty-Four
  40. Thirty-Five
  41. Thirty-Six
  42. Thirty-Seven
  43. Thirty-Eight
  44. Epilogue
  45. Author’s Note
  46. Literary Inspiration
  47. Victorian Views on Novel Reading and Bloodletting
  48. False Names, Marriage, and the Law
  49. The Fall of Sebastopol
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. Discussion Questions
  52. What’s next on your reading list?

She could only imagine what Anne might have to say about it. Indeed, Anne’s voice was echoing in Julia’s mind with increasing frequency.

What have you done? Did you not stop to think for a moment that you might be leaping out of the frying pan and straight into the fire?

It was difficult not to think it now, despite how kind Julia’s new husband was being.

They ate dinner alone in their room at a small table set up in front of the fire. Though solicitous about serving her meat and refilling her glass, Jasper was—for the most part—silent. Julia was equally so. The memory of their kiss was a palpable presence. A veritable third guest at their table, preventing any hope of normal conversation.

At last, the tension could be borne no longer.

She set down her fork. “Jasper—”

“I wonder,” he said, “if we might not have progressed past the point of names.”

Her attention was momentarily diverted. “You don’t wish me to call you Jasper?”

He shrugged. A deceptively casual gesture.

Julia couldn’t help feeling his remark was anything but. “What would you like me to call you?”

“The possibilities are limitless.” He methodically folded his napkin, setting it down beside his plate. “How do your parents address each other?”

“They don’t,” she said frankly. “Not if they can help it. And when they do it’s rarely directly.” She hesitated before continuing. “My father refers to my mother as ‘your poor dear mama’ and my mother refers to him as ‘your poor father.’ That would hardly suit in our case.”

Jasper’s mouth tipped up at one corner. “Not yet anyway.”

A blush threatened. But she wouldn’t be distracted. “Don’t you like my name?”

“Your name is beautiful. I like it very much.”

Her brows knit. “Then . . . is it your name you don’t like?”

“I confess, I don’t. I’d rather you call me something else.”

Her expression turned quizzical. “An endearment, do you mean? Or should I choose a different name altogether?”

“An endearment will suffice.” He loosened his black cravat. He’d already removed his coat when they sat down. Another reminder of their newly minted intimacy. Clad in his shirtsleeves, his black waistcoat buttoned over his trim midsection, he appeared even larger and more powerful than ever.

“Is there one you’d prefer?” she asked.

“I’d like you to choose.” Again, that deceptively casual tone. As if his request meant nothing at all. As if it was merely a whim.

Julia didn’t understand him. “A name is important. I’ve realized that recently. It’s part of a person’s identity. You can’t simply take it away from them and turn them into someone else.”

His fingers stilled on the knot of his cravat. He looked at her intently.

“My parents renamed all our servants,” she explained. “That’s not fair, is it, to call a girl Jane when her name is Florence? It may seem like nothing very much, but if someone takes away your identity what do you have left?”