Chapters (26)
The scent of orange blossoms drifting from the dark fields suggested secret worlds of delight. Feeling suddenly light and unfettered, he asked her fervently, “Tell me, Warda, why do you live?”
She shrugged her shoulders and finished her drink, but when he repeated the question, he was so clearly in earnest that she replied, “Does that question have any meaning?”
“It doesn’t hurt to ask it once in a while.”
“I live, that’s all.”
“I’m waiting for a better answer.”
She thought a moment, then said, “I love to dance, and to be admired, and I hope to find true love.”
“To you, then, life means love.”
“Why not?”
“After loving once, weren’t you disillusioned?”
She said with annoyance, “That may be true of others.”
“And as for you?”
“No.”
“How many times have you loved?”
“I told you once…”
He interrupted her. “What you told me once doesn’t matter; let’s discuss things openly now.”
“Your violent nature is getting the better of you.”
“Don’t you want to talk?”
“I’ve said all that I…”
He sighed, then continued feverishly. “And God, what do you think of Him?”
She looked at him distrustfully, but he entreated, “Please answer me, Warda.”
“I believe in Him.”
“With certainty?”
“Of course.”
“How does such certainty arise?”
“It exists, that’s all.”
“Do you think about Him often?”
Her laugh was a bit forced. “When in need or adversity.”
“And other than that?”
She said sharply, “You love to torture others, don’t you?”