Chapters (9)
Down to grass, wading a wide smooth stream
Into camp. At last.
By the rusty three-year-
Ago left-behind cookstove
Of the old trail crew,
Stoppt and swam and ate my lunch.
FIRE IN THE HOLE
Squatting a day in the sun,
one hand turning the steeldrill,
one, swinging the four pound singlejack hammer
down.
three inches an hour
granite bullhump boulder
square in the trail.
above, the cliffs,
of Piute Mountain waver,
sweat trickles down my back.
why does this day keep coming into mind,
a job in the rock hills
aching arms
the muletracks
arching blinding sky,
noon sleep under
snake-scale juniper limbs.
that the mind
entered the tip of steel,
the arm fell
like breath,
the valley, reeling,
on the pivot of that drill—
twelve inches deep we packed the charge
dynamite on mules
like frankincense.
Fire in the hole!
Fire in the hole!
Fire in the hole!
jammed the plunger down,
thru dust
and sprinkling stone
strolld back to see:
hands and arms and shoulders
free.
BURNING THE SMALL DEAD
Burning the small dead
branches
broke from beneath
thick spreading
whitebark pine.
a hundred summers
snowmelt rock and air
hiss in a twisted bough.
sierra granite;
mt. Ritter—
black rock twice as old.
Deneb, Altair
windy fire
TRAIL CREW CAMP AT BEAR VALLEY, 9000 FEET. NORTHERN SIERRA—WHITE BONE AND THREADS OF SNOWMELT WATER
Cut branches back for a day—
trail a thin line through willow
up buckbrush meadows,
creekbed for twenty yards
winding in boulders
zigzags the hill
into timber, white pine.
gooseberry bush on the turns,
hooves clang on the riprap
dust, brush, branches,
a stone
cairn at the pass—
strippt mountains hundreds of miles.
sundown went back
the clean switchbacks to camp,
bell on the gelding,
stew in the cook tent,
black coffee in a big tin can.
HOME FROM THE SIERRA
Woke once in the night, pissed,
checkt the coming winter’s stars
built up the fire
still glowing in the chilly dawn.
Washing the mush pot in the lake
frost on the horse turds
a grayjay cased the camp.
All morning walking to the car
load up on granite stone,
seedling sugar pine.
Down to hot plains.
Mexicans on flatcars in the San Joaquin.
cool fog
smell of straw mats
cup of green tea
by the Bay.
FOXTAIL PINE
bark smells like pineapple: Jeffries
cones prick your hand: Ponderosa
nobody knows what they are, saying
“needles three to a bunch.”
turpentine tin can hangers
high lead riggers
“the true fir cone stands straight,
the doug fir cone hangs down.”
—wild pigs eat acorns in those hills
cascara cutters
tanbark oak bark gatherers
myrtlewood burl bowl-makers
little cedar dolls,
baby girl born from the split crotch
of a plum
daughter of the moon—
foxtail pine with a
clipped curve-back cluster of tight
five-needle bunches
the rough red bark scale
and jigsaw pieces sloughed off
scattered on the ground.
—what am I doing saying “foxtail pine”?
these conifers whose home was ice