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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Bitch
  5. Freed from Desire
  6. Horizons
  7. Taking Stock
  8. The Branches of the Paulownia
  9. Swimming Pools
  10. Small Town
  11. The Watershed
  12. Moby Dick
  13. The Way of the Cross
  14. Family
  15. Boredom
  16. Coffee in an Algerian-Style Mug
  17. The Path of the Drip
  18. Edward Bond
  19. Never Be Like Them
  20. The Wretched of the Earth
  21. Anything or Anybody
  22. Corso Fleuri
  23. Friends for Life
  24. The Banks of the Durance
  25. Preparations
  26. The Foreman
  27. The Long Night
  28. The Decorative Pond
  29. Even in Our Own Backyard
  30. Old Things
  31. One Day, on La Rambla
  32. Summer Rain
  33. Love Me Lili
  34. Blood on the Sheets
  35. Like the Song
  36. The Summer She Was Fifteen
  37. Blaze
  38. Almost Attractive (Epilogue)
  39. Acknowledgements

Jo tumbles down a long, wild slope, scrapes her feet and ankles on the brambles and lands in a field of olive trees. She walks along a row of trees to the road and the houses where she lives. There’s nothing to do here. Without two wheels, without a car, it’s death. Even to go to Cavaillon – what for, anyway? – you need transport. She could have asked Saïd to drive her to the Watershed and they could have gone bathing. But facing a horde of bathers doesn’t exactly turn her on. Actually, perhaps she feels better here, wandering around the countryside like an animal from the south, a lizard or something of the kind. The land still calms her outbursts, and, in spite of herself, anchors her to this area she so often hates. The land that extends its widespread power even despite her revulsion. Not the land she owns but the one that witnessed her birth and has trapped her like she’s in a cradle.

She reaches the house via the road, clicking her flip-flops on the badly paved edge, her bare thighs warm and smooth like an otter’s back, tanned by a relentless sun. The house is empty; she knows that and doesn’t stop. She walks a little further. The door is open, so she goes into Saïd’s house. She takes a while to find her bearings in the dark room; she’s still blinded by the outside light. She finally makes out Saïd, leaning over a stack of fabric where a cat and a litter of kittens are lying. It’s true that the black creature has been dragging herself around for weeks, fat as a pig, a swarm in her belly. The other day, Jo saw her come crashing down while trying to jump onto the wall enclosing the garden. She must have had her litter last night: the kittens are tiny. The young man looks up, smiles and motions to her to come closer. Jo takes two steps forward and freezes, her eyes glued to the basket. There’s sudden nausea when she understands, revulsion at what’s about to follow, but the disturbing lure of the scene forces her to look. She sits on the very edge of a gold-coloured seat.