Back Subtraction
Chapters (18)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Praise for Subtraction
  3. SUBTRACTION
  4. Also by Mary Robison
  5. Title Page
  6. Copyright
  7. Dedication
  8. Coco Plumoso
  9. The Church of Sun and Flowers
  10. Yellow Note, Blue Note
  11. Raf’s America
  12. Tunnel of Air
  13. In the Cyclotron
  14. Beat Like a Heart
  15. The Snow
  16. Care
  17. Matter
  18. About the Author

I went hiking on the only flat land, the beach, followed it almost to the fork to Hampham. I saw a lot of damage. The boat shack above the Coast Guard station had blown down. The Boston ferry boat had crashed away a huge part of Nathan’s Pier.

Far out, the sea was dark, but jade closer in, in the icy shallows. Waves were frozen, as in some monumental sculpture: scalloped white glazed lace.

There were no people, no black bus, only birds picking around the remains of the campsite. And more snow sifting down.

When I was near to the inn, I saw a man in a thin jacket balanced up on a dune. He was shouting at me with his bare hands propped around his mouth for projection.

“Hey, Nanook!” I heard. “Hey! I can’t believe it!”

The context was so wrong and weird that it took me six long seconds before I recognized Raymond.

He jogged down the dune and grabbed me, lifted me, twirled me half around. In this pale landscape, he looked Technicolor, with his still-brown face and rope-blond hair. His eyes too seemed different—sapphire blue—out here in the white and gray.

“You look wonderful!” I blurted.

“Well, thank you, Paige. But I never been so fuckin’ cold ever. Ever. I am dying.”

I dragged him at a trot toward the path up the bluffs to the Seahorse.

“Pru sort of reverted in little ways and big ones to who she was before, and I did too, after you escaped, and I just one night was loco and she says to me, ‘We got real problems, Ray,’ and I said, ‘No we don’t, none,’ and put myself in the beaner-mobile and hit the road.”

He ate a chunk of corn bread and swallowed some espresso Dottie had brewed for us.

“Me and the car made it to Newington, Mass., it’s called, where the car caught a flu bug and died.”

Dottie, who was listening with me, said, “Oh . . .”

“So I was stuck there five hours, in a doughnut place, when this black bus pulls on in with this rock band.”

“You know, I was . . .” I said.

Raymond said, “So’s I asked the driver where they were bound and he says, ‘Boston,’ and I say, ‘Where?’ and he says, ‘Where you going?’ And I’m like, ‘Well, in fact, Cape Head,’ so he tells me, ‘Fine. That’s where we’ll go!’ ”

Raymond tossed up his hands. “And then I’m thinkin’ this is not the world’s most successful rock band.”

I said, “You know, I was . . .”