Chapters (8)
The stable lad was laying the fire. As the two men came in, he ducked his head in a bow and scuttled out. Luca closed the door behind him as the lord seated himself before the table, his back to the light, and gestured to the opposite chair. ‘You can sit,’ the lord said.
Luca obeyed and waited.
‘You have seen a lot,’ the man said to him. ‘You have completed four inquiries and seen some of the horror and the strangeness of the world in these dangerous times. And you have looked without flinching.’
‘I flinched when I saw the wave,’ Luca confessed. ‘I was very afraid.’
‘Fear is not a problem. Fear before something that is truly fearful is what will keep you alive. I was afraid when I found Radu Bey’s badge on my heart pinned by an Assassin. There are fearful things in this world, objects of terror. What I cannot tolerate among the men of my Order is fear of things before they happen, fear of things because they might happen, fear of things that probably won’t happen. You don’t suffer from fears like that?’
‘I’m not afraid of shadows on the wall,’ Luca said.
The dark eyes looked at him acutely. ‘What do you know of shadows on the wall?’
‘Radu Bey, the infidel lord said . . .’
‘Oh, he is well read indeed,’ the lord said crushingly. ‘I am sure we could all learn from him. He has had great teachers. He has given up his own soul, his immortal life so that he should know of this world. Look at his allies! He works with the Order of Assassins: what does that make him if not an Assassin himself?’
Luca was immediately silent, as the lord recovered his temper.
‘No matter. He is not important to us now. I am watching you, Luca Vero, and I am encouraged by what I see.’
Luca bowed his head, feeling absurdly pleased at the praise.
‘You are in obedience with my commands? You acknowledge the rule of the Order?’
‘I do.’
‘You understand the work that we are sworn to do, and you continue to do it?’
Luca nodded.
The lord drew his rosewood box towards him. ‘If you bare your arm, I will mark you with the first sign of the Order. As you progress I will complete the marks until the seal is completed, and then you will be a full member and may know me, know me by name, you will see my face, and you will know and work alongside other knights of the Order.’
Luca hesitated; he had a strange reluctance to take the mark on his arm.
‘You don’t want to? You hesitate before this honour?’
‘Is this like priestly vows? For I am not sure that I am prepared.’