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“That was a compliment, angel.”
I scrunched up my face. “That’s such a male perspective. I want to have sex with you, ergo you should feel honored!”
“Men are dogs.”
Stated without expression. I quickly remembered whom I was talking to. I kissed his cheek. “At least, you’re a very generous dog.”
He took in my eyes. “How much?”
“That wasn’t a hint.”
He reached over to the second drawer of his file cabinet. Inside was a shoe box stacked with pictures of Ben Franklin. He pinched some bills off the top, then folded them into a wad and offered it to me. Longing in my heart, but I held my ground.
“I said that wasn’t a hint.”
He counted them—eight hundred dollars. He added two more bills and then stuffed them in my hand. “Buy something nice for yourself and the kid.”
“Thank you.” I kissed his cheek again. “It won’t go on forever, Christopher. I’ll be earning money in a few years.”
“I’m not complaining, Teresa.”
“You never do,” I told him. “I should marry some sugar daddy just to give you a break.”
“I am your sugar daddy. What do you need someone else for?”
I shrugged.
He gave me a stare. “Anyone specific in mind?”
“I’m talking theoretically.”
“You’re pissing me off!”
“Some good-looking, much older man who’ll baby me for the rest of my life. Someone who wouldn’t be much competition for you.”
“He wouldn’t be any competition for me because he’d be dead.”
“I mean much, much, much older, Chris. Like in his forties or fifties. That wouldn’t bother you, right?”
“Forties maybe. Fifties, probably not.” He raised his eyebrows. “Who would you go for, baby doll? Decker?”
“You’re sick!”
“Yeah, you’re right. No money.”
I faced him, suddenly turning serious. “So you two are working together?”
“Beats me.”
I didn’t like the attitude. I said, “Christopher Sean Whitman Donatti, I swear if you hurt that man I will never ever, ever forgive you for the rest of my life!”
Rudely, he pushed me off his lap. “What is it about that guy that inspires such loyalty?”
“Besides the fact that he got you out of prison? Besides the fact that he sent me money when no one else would? Besides the fact that he is the only heterosexual male I’ve ever met who hasn’t tried to sleep with me?”
“You forgot your father.”
“I stand by the original statement, Chris!”
He jerked his head up, taking in my eyes. “What? When?”
I waved him off. “Before I met you. He wasn’t insistent. He wound up not doing anything.” My eyes watered. “He couldn’t. He was too drunk.”
“What else is new?”
“Jean caught us—him. To her credit, she didn’t blame me. Didn’t support me, but didn’t…” I wiped the tears away. “Melissa’s that age now. I call her nearly every day. I tell her over and over that if he tries something…” I didn’t dare finish my thought.
“You never told me.” He pulled me back onto his lap. “You should have said something, angel. I could have sympathized. I was molested, you know. Joey, right after my mom died, he used to comb out my hair and make me give him blow jobs.”