Contents ( 42)
- J e n n i f e r H a r t m a n n
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Epilogue
- The End
- Author’s Note
- Playlist
- Acknowledgements
- Connect
- About the Author
Damn. I was hoping I didn’t have to have this conversation twice. I’m still recovering from that look of utter devastation in Mandy’s eyes, and I have no idea how Cora is going to react to the news. “I broke up with her yesterday.”
Cora stares at me, unblinking, and the rag slips from her hand.
“I figured she told you. It was a rough night, and she didn’t handle it well—obviously. And I just think—”
“Undo it.”
I frown as I meet her eyes. “What?”
Cora pulls her cell phone out of her waistband and storms over to me, slapping the phone against my chest. “Undo it.”
I catch it and hand it back to her. “No. What are you talking about?”
She spins away, her shoulders heaving up and down as emotions consume her. Cora is silent for a few beats, her ragged breaths the only sound permeating the air around us.
I reach out to touch her shoulder. “Cora…”
Cora flies back around on her heels with wild eyes. “Is it because of me? Did you break my sister’s heart because of me?”
“No.” I have no idea why she’s so pissed off. “This has nothing to do with us.”
“You’re lying.”
I stare at her, confounded. “Jesus, Cora, what the hell? I just… we don’t work anymore. I can’t pretend there’s something there when there’s not. It wouldn’t be fair to either of us.”
She hugs her arms around her chest, stepping towards me with icy purpose. “You’re so stupid.”
“Excuse me?” Cora storms away down the hall, and I follow, my anger flaring. “Cora!”
“I said you’re stupid!” she repeats over her shoulder.
“Why are you acting like this?” I call after her, pushing against her bedroom door just before she slams it in my face. I barge inside. “You’re being ridiculous!”
“Fifteen years!” she shouts, whirling around, her ponytail following and catching on her lip gloss. She shoves her hair aside, tears brimming in her eyes. “You just gave up fifteen years.”
“You’d prefer I give up twenty? Thirty? If I know it’s not meant to be, why would I string her along when she can start over and find happiness?” I counter, throwing my arms up.
“You’re a coward.”
“What?” I shake my head with a contemptuous laugh. “First I’m stupid, now I’m a coward. Thanks.”
“Yes,” she spits out, stepping right up to me until we’re toe to toe. “You’re a stupid coward, too scared to put in the work. Did you go to couple’s counseling? Anything? Did you even try, Dean?”
“Fucking stop it. You don’t get it.”
“You were supposed to marry her! How could you do this?” Cora cries as the flood gates open and her tears begin to fall. “You were happy. You were happy before…” She trails off, rolling her jaw and dropping her eyes to the floor.
I scrub my palms over my face with a sigh. “I was happy, but I wasn’t happy. When you spend three weeks convinced your life is about to be over, you tend to do a lot of soul searching and reevaluating. Mandy and I were getting by, but we weren’t thriving. There was no passion.”