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Chapters (57)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART 1 - THE SEED
  5. Chapter 1 - NATIVITY SCENE
  6. Chapter 2 - HISTORY LESSON
  7. Chapter 3 - GERM THEORY
  8. Chapter 4 - NO ORDINARY HERO
  9. Chapter 5 - LOGICS
  10. Chapter 6 - EARTH AND MARS AND IN BETWEEN
  11. Chapter 7 - INTRODUCTIONS
  12. Chapter 8 - FAMILY MATTERS
  13. Chapter 9 - SECRETS
  14. Chapter 10 - NEW WORLD
  15. Chapter 11 - GOOD-BYES
  16. Chapter 12 - GROWING THINGS
  17. PART 2 - THE PLANT
  18. Chapter 1 - GRAVITY SUCKS
  19. Chapter 2 - YEAR ZERO
  20. Chapter 3 - RECORD
  21. Chapter 4 - WEIGHTY MATTERS
  22. Chapter 5 - SWEET MYSTERIES OF LIFE
  23. Chapter 6 - PRIVATE PARTS
  24. Chapter 7 - KAMIKAZE
  25. Chapter 8 - WATER SPORTS
  26. Chapter 9 - ADULTERY FOR ADULTS
  27. Chapter 10 - SWEET MYSTERY OF LIFE
  28. Chapter 11 - HEROES
  29. Chapter 12 - MEDICAL HISTORY
  30. Chapter 13 - TRAUMA DRAMA
  31. Chapter 14 - LOVE AND BLOOD
  32. Chapter 15 - SEX AND VIOLENCE
  33. Chapter 16 - INJURIES
  34. Chapter 17 - THERAPY
  35. Chapter 18 - ANNIVERSARY
  36. Chapter 19 - YEAR TWO
  37. PART 3 - THE FLOWER
  38. Chapter 1 - YEAR THREE
  39. Chapter 2 - TURNAROUND
  40. Chapter 3 - THE GRAND TOUR
  41. Chapter 4 - OTHER-NESS
  42. Chapter 5 - TURNAROUND
  43. Chapter 6 - ADJUSTMENTS
  44. Chapter 7 - ABOUT TIME
  45. Chapter 8 - LOOSE CANNON
  46. Chapter 9 - RELATIVITY IS RELATIVE?
  47. Chapter 10 - RAMPAGE
  48. Chapter 11 - DEAD WORLD
  49. Chapter 12 - NO SURVIVORS
  50. Chapter 13 - END OF A WORLD
  51. Chapter 14 - PREDICTIONS
  52. Chapter 15 - CHANGES
  53. Chapter 16 - MOONBOY SPEAKS
  54. Chapter 17 - CLOCK-WATCHING
  55. Chapter 18 - RESPONSES
  56. Chapter 19 - INFALL
  57. Chapter 20 - THE LONGEST JOURNEY BEGINS WITH A SINGLE STEP

“What can I do? Get Namir?” He and Dustin were playing pool in the lounge.

“Just stay a minute.” She was carefully packing her nostrils with tissue, her head bent over. “Hurts. More than I would think.” She turned and got to one knee and spit blood into the toilet, and convulsed twice, holding back vomit. Then she sat on the floor, holding the scarlet wad of tissue over her nose.

“Moonboy?”

“Yeah. If you see him, would you pitch him out the air lock for me?”

“What happened?”

“We were just talking.” She dropped some tissues into the toilet, and I handed her fresh ones. “Well, we sort of fucked, I guess that’s obvious, and I was talking to him, reassuring him . . . and, I don’t know. I must have blinked. He was starting to sit up, and he whacked me a good one with his elbow. Said it was an accident, but no way. Had all his weight behind it.” She shuddered and rocked a couple of times. Another woman, I would have held, comforted. Elza wouldn’t like that.

“Glad my martial arts instructor isn’t here. She would slap the shit out of me.”

“Was it something you said?”

She looked up at me, ghastly but a little comical. “Yes. But I’m not sure what, exactly. I’ll talk with him after he’s . . . after we’ve both calmed down a little.”

“Maybe you should slap the shit out of him. I mean, just as therapy.”

She nodded. “Therapy for me, anyhow.”

Namir appeared in the doorway, galvanized. As if a silent lightning bolt had struck. “Blood,” he said. “What?”

“An accident,” Elza said, standing carefully. “Stupid accident. Get outa here and let us clean this mess up.”

“It’s broken,” he said. Dustin had come up behind him and was staring.

“No shit, it’s broken. But a doctor has already looked at it.”

“You were with—”

“An accident, Namir. Make yourself useful and get me some ice. And a drink, while you’re at it.” He backed away, and Dustin followed him.

I wet a handcloth with cold water and handed it to her. She dabbed and rubbed at the blood one-handed. The stream had pooled at her navel and gone on to mat her pubic hair. I gave her another cloth and rinsed the first one out.

“What are you going to tell them?”

She scrubbed her pubic hair unself-consciously. “They know I was with him. Namir, at least, knew I was going to raise some . . . delicate matters. For the time being, I’m going to stand behind doctor-patient confidentiality.” She threw the rag into the sink. “Help me get dressed?”

She pulled a brown shift out of a drawer and wriggled into it, switching arms to keep the wad of tissues in place. She went back into the bathroom and spit out a clot and retched.

“Ugh.” She sat heavily on an ottoman, elbows on her knees.