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Chapters (57)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART 1 - THE SEED
  5. Chapter 1 - NATIVITY SCENE
  6. Chapter 2 - HISTORY LESSON
  7. Chapter 3 - GERM THEORY
  8. Chapter 4 - NO ORDINARY HERO
  9. Chapter 5 - LOGICS
  10. Chapter 6 - EARTH AND MARS AND IN BETWEEN
  11. Chapter 7 - INTRODUCTIONS
  12. Chapter 8 - FAMILY MATTERS
  13. Chapter 9 - SECRETS
  14. Chapter 10 - NEW WORLD
  15. Chapter 11 - GOOD-BYES
  16. Chapter 12 - GROWING THINGS
  17. PART 2 - THE PLANT
  18. Chapter 1 - GRAVITY SUCKS
  19. Chapter 2 - YEAR ZERO
  20. Chapter 3 - RECORD
  21. Chapter 4 - WEIGHTY MATTERS
  22. Chapter 5 - SWEET MYSTERIES OF LIFE
  23. Chapter 6 - PRIVATE PARTS
  24. Chapter 7 - KAMIKAZE
  25. Chapter 8 - WATER SPORTS
  26. Chapter 9 - ADULTERY FOR ADULTS
  27. Chapter 10 - SWEET MYSTERY OF LIFE
  28. Chapter 11 - HEROES
  29. Chapter 12 - MEDICAL HISTORY
  30. Chapter 13 - TRAUMA DRAMA
  31. Chapter 14 - LOVE AND BLOOD
  32. Chapter 15 - SEX AND VIOLENCE
  33. Chapter 16 - INJURIES
  34. Chapter 17 - THERAPY
  35. Chapter 18 - ANNIVERSARY
  36. Chapter 19 - YEAR TWO
  37. PART 3 - THE FLOWER
  38. Chapter 1 - YEAR THREE
  39. Chapter 2 - TURNAROUND
  40. Chapter 3 - THE GRAND TOUR
  41. Chapter 4 - OTHER-NESS
  42. Chapter 5 - TURNAROUND
  43. Chapter 6 - ADJUSTMENTS
  44. Chapter 7 - ABOUT TIME
  45. Chapter 8 - LOOSE CANNON
  46. Chapter 9 - RELATIVITY IS RELATIVE?
  47. Chapter 10 - RAMPAGE
  48. Chapter 11 - DEAD WORLD
  49. Chapter 12 - NO SURVIVORS
  50. Chapter 13 - END OF A WORLD
  51. Chapter 14 - PREDICTIONS
  52. Chapter 15 - CHANGES
  53. Chapter 16 - MOONBOY SPEAKS
  54. Chapter 17 - CLOCK-WATCHING
  55. Chapter 18 - RESPONSES
  56. Chapter 19 - INFALL
  57. Chapter 20 - THE LONGEST JOURNEY BEGINS WITH A SINGLE STEP

Meryl: Let’s assume there’s no magic superscience involved, all right? (She looks at her notebook.) If they go straight to Wolf 25, they’ll get there around 2104, by the Earth calendar. We won’t be there until eight years later. And they’ll have our “ready or not, here we come” message months before that. Which I was so enthusiastic about.

Can we agree that the probability they won’t be ready for us is almost exactly zero? (General agreement.) And at any rate, if we did surprise them, there’s not much we can do about it. Short of using the ad Astra as a huge kamikaze bomb?

Snowbird: What is that?

Fly-in-Amber: It’s a Japanese word meaning a suicide airplane.

Snowbird: Oh. Well, that would make sense, wouldn’t it? We’re expecting to die anyhow.

Fly-in-Amber: Most humans won’t do that. Not if they have a chance of living.

Snowbird: But they don’t live that long anyhow.

Namir: I’m glad you brought that up, Snowbird. We ought to consider it.

Elza: I’m not sure I can. We would be murdering a whole planet, besides ourselves.

Meryl: That’s right.

Namir: Which is what they tried to do to us.

Dustin: He wants you to think like a soldier, love, not a doctor.

Moonboy: What if we had to do it to save the human race? What if we got a message like “Fuck you and the planet you came from”?

Paul: We never could save the human race, if they decided to destroy it. We could never catch them. We could only take revenge, after the fact.

Namir: I could do that.

Dustin: You would. Definitely.

Moonboy: I would, too. It’s not as if they were human.

Me: Namir, it would be like Gehenna. There could be innocent races on that planet. For all we know, the one who attacked us was a lone lunatic, who claimed to represent the Others but actually did not.

Namir: With due respect, Carmen, I have been there, and you have not. Genocide is not murder. You can forgive a murder and go on with life. But if we had found a country responsible for Gehenna, we would have had no mercy. We would have leveled it, in retribution. Which is not the same thing as revenge.

(There was a long silence.)