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Chapters (57)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART 1 - THE SEED
  5. Chapter 1 - NATIVITY SCENE
  6. Chapter 2 - HISTORY LESSON
  7. Chapter 3 - GERM THEORY
  8. Chapter 4 - NO ORDINARY HERO
  9. Chapter 5 - LOGICS
  10. Chapter 6 - EARTH AND MARS AND IN BETWEEN
  11. Chapter 7 - INTRODUCTIONS
  12. Chapter 8 - FAMILY MATTERS
  13. Chapter 9 - SECRETS
  14. Chapter 10 - NEW WORLD
  15. Chapter 11 - GOOD-BYES
  16. Chapter 12 - GROWING THINGS
  17. PART 2 - THE PLANT
  18. Chapter 1 - GRAVITY SUCKS
  19. Chapter 2 - YEAR ZERO
  20. Chapter 3 - RECORD
  21. Chapter 4 - WEIGHTY MATTERS
  22. Chapter 5 - SWEET MYSTERIES OF LIFE
  23. Chapter 6 - PRIVATE PARTS
  24. Chapter 7 - KAMIKAZE
  25. Chapter 8 - WATER SPORTS
  26. Chapter 9 - ADULTERY FOR ADULTS
  27. Chapter 10 - SWEET MYSTERY OF LIFE
  28. Chapter 11 - HEROES
  29. Chapter 12 - MEDICAL HISTORY
  30. Chapter 13 - TRAUMA DRAMA
  31. Chapter 14 - LOVE AND BLOOD
  32. Chapter 15 - SEX AND VIOLENCE
  33. Chapter 16 - INJURIES
  34. Chapter 17 - THERAPY
  35. Chapter 18 - ANNIVERSARY
  36. Chapter 19 - YEAR TWO
  37. PART 3 - THE FLOWER
  38. Chapter 1 - YEAR THREE
  39. Chapter 2 - TURNAROUND
  40. Chapter 3 - THE GRAND TOUR
  41. Chapter 4 - OTHER-NESS
  42. Chapter 5 - TURNAROUND
  43. Chapter 6 - ADJUSTMENTS
  44. Chapter 7 - ABOUT TIME
  45. Chapter 8 - LOOSE CANNON
  46. Chapter 9 - RELATIVITY IS RELATIVE?
  47. Chapter 10 - RAMPAGE
  48. Chapter 11 - DEAD WORLD
  49. Chapter 12 - NO SURVIVORS
  50. Chapter 13 - END OF A WORLD
  51. Chapter 14 - PREDICTIONS
  52. Chapter 15 - CHANGES
  53. Chapter 16 - MOONBOY SPEAKS
  54. Chapter 17 - CLOCK-WATCHING
  55. Chapter 18 - RESPONSES
  56. Chapter 19 - INFALL
  57. Chapter 20 - THE LONGEST JOURNEY BEGINS WITH A SINGLE STEP

“You’re the pilot,” Namir said, “and not expendable. I’m the oldest”—he looked at his spouses—“and, among the military people, I have the highest rank. The honor will be mine.”

“No!” I said. “Namir, be practical.”

“It can’t be Moonboy,” he said. “He’s not competent. Did you want to volunteer?” He was smiling, rueful rather than mocking.

“With all respect,” Dustin said, “this is not a job for an espionage specialist. You want a philosopher.”

“A doctor,” Elza said. “I know more about human beings than both of you combined.”

“We should do it by lot,” I said. “Excluding Paul and Moonboy.” When I said it, my stomach dropped. I looked at Meryl, and she nodded, looking grim.

“This is fascinating,” Spy said, “and I’m tempted to let you keep fighting it out. But what makes you think the choice is yours to make?

“The fact that Moonboy has been unconscious since arriving here makes him the most attractive of you, to the Others.”

“What?” Namir said. “He’s mentally incompetent.”

“Your mental competence is not an issue. The most intelligent of you, which would be Dustin, is still only human. What’s more interesting about Moonboy is that he’s immune to any consensus the rest of you might have arrived at since coming here. He is a tabula rasa with regard to the Others, and therefore will be easier to work with.”

“What makes you think you can wake him up?” Elza said.

“He won’t be awake when he joins the Others. He won’t even be alive, technically.”

“So the human race is going to be represented by a somewhat dead lunatic,” Namir said.

Spy paused, as if deciding whether to make a joke of that. “His individual characteristics and experiences are not particularly important. His recent experiences are, though; the less he knows about the Others, the better.”

“I think I understand,” Fly- in-Amber said. “Like positive feedback in a circuit. Interfering with the signal because of its similarity.”

That was the most science I’d ever heard from Fly-in-Amber. “You aren’t upset about this, yourself? Being kidnapped and killed and stored in a deep freeze?”

He clasped his head in appreciation of humor, a gesture he rarely used. “Another way of saying it is that it’s a chance at literal immortality, representing my race among the Others. How many foreign races would I be joining, Spy?”

“Two hundred forty-eight. Though more than half of them would be so different from you that communication would be unlikely.”

“You see, Carmen? As Namir said, it’s an honor.”

“I was not being literal, Fly- in-Amber. My feelings are more like Carmen’s.”

“I think Moonboy’s would be, too,” Meryl said, her voice thick and shaking. “We should try to revive him.”

“Shock him out of it?” Elza said. “And tell him ‘Prepare to die’?”