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Chapters (57)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART 1 - THE SEED
  5. Chapter 1 - NATIVITY SCENE
  6. Chapter 2 - HISTORY LESSON
  7. Chapter 3 - GERM THEORY
  8. Chapter 4 - NO ORDINARY HERO
  9. Chapter 5 - LOGICS
  10. Chapter 6 - EARTH AND MARS AND IN BETWEEN
  11. Chapter 7 - INTRODUCTIONS
  12. Chapter 8 - FAMILY MATTERS
  13. Chapter 9 - SECRETS
  14. Chapter 10 - NEW WORLD
  15. Chapter 11 - GOOD-BYES
  16. Chapter 12 - GROWING THINGS
  17. PART 2 - THE PLANT
  18. Chapter 1 - GRAVITY SUCKS
  19. Chapter 2 - YEAR ZERO
  20. Chapter 3 - RECORD
  21. Chapter 4 - WEIGHTY MATTERS
  22. Chapter 5 - SWEET MYSTERIES OF LIFE
  23. Chapter 6 - PRIVATE PARTS
  24. Chapter 7 - KAMIKAZE
  25. Chapter 8 - WATER SPORTS
  26. Chapter 9 - ADULTERY FOR ADULTS
  27. Chapter 10 - SWEET MYSTERY OF LIFE
  28. Chapter 11 - HEROES
  29. Chapter 12 - MEDICAL HISTORY
  30. Chapter 13 - TRAUMA DRAMA
  31. Chapter 14 - LOVE AND BLOOD
  32. Chapter 15 - SEX AND VIOLENCE
  33. Chapter 16 - INJURIES
  34. Chapter 17 - THERAPY
  35. Chapter 18 - ANNIVERSARY
  36. Chapter 19 - YEAR TWO
  37. PART 3 - THE FLOWER
  38. Chapter 1 - YEAR THREE
  39. Chapter 2 - TURNAROUND
  40. Chapter 3 - THE GRAND TOUR
  41. Chapter 4 - OTHER-NESS
  42. Chapter 5 - TURNAROUND
  43. Chapter 6 - ADJUSTMENTS
  44. Chapter 7 - ABOUT TIME
  45. Chapter 8 - LOOSE CANNON
  46. Chapter 9 - RELATIVITY IS RELATIVE?
  47. Chapter 10 - RAMPAGE
  48. Chapter 11 - DEAD WORLD
  49. Chapter 12 - NO SURVIVORS
  50. Chapter 13 - END OF A WORLD
  51. Chapter 14 - PREDICTIONS
  52. Chapter 15 - CHANGES
  53. Chapter 16 - MOONBOY SPEAKS
  54. Chapter 17 - CLOCK-WATCHING
  55. Chapter 18 - RESPONSES
  56. Chapter 19 - INFALL
  57. Chapter 20 - THE LONGEST JOURNEY BEGINS WITH A SINGLE STEP

Namir and I have been playing chess, a variation of the game called Kriegspieler, where neither player is allowed to look at the board; you have to keep the positions of the pieces in your memory as you play. That requires no effort on my part, of course; like any other yellow Martian, one glance will fix the board in my memory for the rest of my life. Namir makes up for his occasional memory lapse by what he calls “killer instinct,” and he wins almost every time. (I think it’s less killer instinct than the fact that his moves are sometimes based on a board that doesn’t exist, and so are impossible for me to anticipate.)

Kriegspieler is normally played with a third person, a referee who keeps track of the progress of the game with a physical board, out of sight. The referee tells you whether a move is impossible (blocked by another piece) or whether you’ve successfully captured a piece. We started out with Carmen as a referee, but I pointed out that she was supernumerary. I could tell Namir if a move was not possible or had been successful, and of course would not lie.

Snowbird plays a board game with the humans, too, a word game called Scrabble, which Meryl had brought along as part of her weight allowance, indicating that the game is important to her, and she is skilled at it. Carmen also plays, and they have a list of Martian words that may be used, and count double. I have played the game but find it maddeningly slow.

Badminton, on the other hand, is plenty fast enough for us in this gravity. Snowbird enjoys it, and I do not. Jumping around like that is ungraceful and painful. But a certain amount of exercise is necessary, as is the appearance of working with the humans as a team.

Whose side will we be on when we get to Wolf 25? The Others did make us, and (speaking as an individual) I can’t pretend to be a free agent, independent of their will. I had absolutely no control over myself the one time the Others needed me to do their bidding, when I suddenly parroted their message in 2079. There could be a large variety of complex behaviors they are able to trigger with a word. Or just a particular beam of light, as happened then.

Suppose they ordered me to open the air-lock door?

But I suspect the fact that we haven’t yet been obliterated means that the Others know where we are and what we’re doing. The humans’ efforts to keep the mission secret probably amuse them.

If they are capable of being amused. There are so many basic things we don’t know about them, or have just inferred from incomplete data.