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Chapters (59)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54

The answer danced behind her consciousness. She wasn’t ready to acknowledge it at first. Relief, of course there was relief; it suddenly seemed as clear and luminous as the sunshine through her lead-panelled windows: she had not loved Gregoire. Sophie was lonely, and flattered, and she had enjoyed, even revelled in his company—those pleasant, easy manners; the deference; the well-aimed compliments to her mind, as well as her body. But love, no. It was why she had shrunk from his touch. She knew that this morning perfectly well, as though somebody had sat down next to her and patiently explained it in words of one syllable.

But the excitement she felt, she wasn’t sure exactly . . .

It will come to me, Sophie thought. She turned away from the mirror, satisfied, chose the day’s bag, a Kate Spade number in crocodile skin with a bamboo handle, and headed for the sweeping marble stairs, her heels echoing on them as she hurried, almost ran, down to the car.

“Are we headed for the office, Madame?” her driver asked.

Sophie shook her head. “Rue Faubourg, Richard. Take me to the Massot showroom.”

There was, she supposed, nothing actually wrong with it. The carpets and drapery were clean, the long display cases were not dusty, there was an adequate supply of staff, more than adequate, indeed, for the four customers who were wandering, looking bored, down the length of the cases, guessing at the prices out loud and clearly not about to buy anything. The staff had reached the same conclusion, apparently, since nobody was offering to help them; there were four women and two men, and they were all standing around looking bored.

The place has the atmosphere of a library, Sophie thought. There was the Massot logo, a gold eagle holding a diamond in one claw, painted on a beige background on the walls and stamped into the matching colour of the carpet. It was an uninspired pattern. Today was Thursday; she might have hoped for more of a crowd.

It occurred to Sophie that if her best first impression was merely “nothing wrong” then, of course, everything was wrong.

She walked in through the doorway and headed for one of the cases. The display ran the length of the showroom, one case on each wall, the pieces grouped by type. The first case was for rings. That made sense; rings were always the greatest sellers, followed by earrings.

“Can I help you, Madame?”

Sophie looked up. A young woman had sauntered over, and was giving her a perfunctory smile. At least she offered to assist me, Sophie thought. But she was not about to give her any prizes; Sophie Massot knew perfectly well that her manner of dress exuded money. Any shop she entered, they rushed to serve her.

“I’m just looking, at present,” she said.