Chapters (59)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
“I’m not paying for it. You eat me out of house and home as it is.”
“I’ve got some money saved up,” Sophie pleaded. “From my job. Can I go?”
Her father turned and looked at his daughter, all nervous, skinny, and timid. She reminded him of his wife in her most aggravating moods. Why couldn’t they have had a boy?
“Do whatever you want,” he said, shrugging. “You’re off to college soon, anyway.”
Sophie glowed with pleasure. “Thanks, Dad.” She looked over at her mother, but Ann was busy with the leg of lamb she was roasting for lunch; as ever, she showed no interest in her daughter’s plans.
Sophie crept upstairs to her tiny bedroom and started to pack her small suitcase. Thank God, she thought. Dad hadn’t cared enough to stop her. She was going away from here. That was exciting enough by itself, but France!
France was abroad. And it was for the famous film festival. Joanna promised her there’d be loads of stars and suchlike. Princes from Monaco and rich men. Jo said she was going to find her destiny, and would Sophie like to come?
Well, of course. Jo, after all, was so blonde and golden with her hair she got done at Vidal Sassoon. A little suburban town like Tunbridge Wells was right for Sophie, but it couldn’t hold a butterfly like Jo—she was destined for higher things, Sophie reflected.
If Jo was a butterfly, Sophie was a moth, usually with her nose in a book, lost in some trashy romance, concentrating on her studies. She always wore her school uniform, so she never shone out. Even on weekends, Sophie favoured plain, don’t-notice-me clothing. And the boys never did, even though (as Jo patronizingly conceded) Sophie “could be pretty.”
“You should go for it,” Jo suggested. “Get really groovy.”
“Like what?”
“Dye your hair platinum blonde. I could do it for you. Wear short skirts, heels. Get a push-up bra!” Jo tossed her own brass-bottle mane. “Some blue eyeshadow! Nobody can see how you look under that fringe.”
“Oh, no thanks,” Sophie said meekly. “My dad would kill me.”
Some girls at school wondered why Jo hung around with Sophie Roberts. Mr. Roberts was so boring, just a newspaper man with a middling-sized house. She didn’t even have any good-looking brothers.
Well, Sophie knew why; Jo didn’t like competition, and Sophie didn’t offer her any. Her confidence so dented by her loveless, selfish parents, Sophie was just pathetically glad to have a friend. The motivation didn’t matter—not really.