Back Sparkles
Chapters (59)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54

“I’ll get out!” Tom said eagerly. He jumped up, and Sophie rushed to swaddle him in a thick, fluffy towel. Pierre gazed, fascinated, at his son. Tom had his features, and it was strange—endlessly so—to see the joy that was written there, the love—like watching himself as a child, in an alternate universe, where his father had loved him.

Tom was himself, altered. He wanted to believe it. The one corner of his heart that was not wholly closed he had given to his son. Perhaps because he saw himself, at eleven, but different—but better.

“You’re all red. Like a Breton lobster,” Sophie said, and kissed him; she covered him with kisses, and Tom squealed, pretending to be annoyed, but his eyes lit up.

“Papa,” he said eagerly. “Papa. Will you read me a story? Will you put me to bed?”

Sophie looked up, anxiously, meeting Pierre’s eyes; putting Tom to bed was her job, and she was well aware, by now, that Pierre hated deviations.

“Of course, my darling. I’d love to.” He bent down and gathered the boy in his arms, towel and all; to his wife, he said, “I’ll meet you in the drawing room.”

She only hesitated a second. She loved to put Tom to bed, but she would not begrudge her husband the time.

“Very well. God bless, sweetheart.” Sophie kissed Tom’s wet cheek, and then vanished noiselessly from the room.

“Come on.” Pierre held out one hand to the little boy. “Let’s find your best pyjamas.”

When his son was asleep, he came downstairs to find Sophie waiting. As he had expected, she had changed; she was wearing a pleasant dress of canary yellow silk with a pattern of green and white across the skirt, and some yellow South Sea pearl earrings he had given her for Easter. She hurried across the room to hand him his drink, but he set it aside. Alcohol had no place in his plans for the evening.

“How are you, darling? How was your day?”

“Fine.” He smiled at her, but without warmth. “Is all as it should be in the house?”

She shrank back slightly, as ever, fearful of his disapproval.

“Darling—what do you mean?”

He shrugged. “The gardeners. The grounds . . . the servants . . .”

“Everything is perfect—exactly what you wanted.” Sophie looked worried. “Why, have you noticed anything wrong?”

He shook his head. Yes, he could safely leave her in charge. She would change nothing.

“Have you visited my mother lately?”

“I went to see her this morning, for tea,” Sophie answered, promptly. Pierre knew how she hated the visits to Katherine, but she kept them up all the same; she understood the concept of family. That pleased him.

He came over to her and kissed her on the cheek; his wife looked up at him, surprised.

“Come to the door with me. See me off,” Pierre said.