Chapters (59)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
Tom walked to the window and stared out of the lead-paned glass, looking down on the kitchen garden; two of the cooks were out there gathering herbs for dinner. He did not want Judy to see the hatred that was brightly written on his face.
“Yes,” he said heavily. “It does seem that way.”
“Well, I’ll tell you what,” Judy said, twisting the knife. “I’m not sure I want to have your child. At any price. I can’t stand you, and I can’t stand your family. If I do go through with it, I’m going to want independence. You’ll be buying me an estate—in my own name, and you’ll pay all the taxes. I’m going to need staff....” she dragged one manicured finger across the back of a Louis XVI chair, rustling its velvet cushion. “You can keep me in the manner to which I’m going to be accustomed, if you want me to keep your baby.”
“Blackmail,” Tom responded flatly.
She smiled condescendingly. “Tom, darling, that’s such an ugly word—after all we’ve meant to each other.”
“I’ll pay your price,” he said. He didn’t turn around to look at her.
“Oh, I know you will,” Judy said coolly. “But I haven’t decided if that’s what I want to do. I’m not that maternal a person.”
There was a rustle, the sound of her crocodile-skin bag slithering off the chaise longue.
“I’m leaving,” she said. “I’m going to my flat; I’ll call you when I’m ready.”
There was the sound of the door closing. Tom stayed motionless, listening to the clack-clack of her Manolo spikes on the sweeping marble staircase.
He thought of how the day had started—watching his mother marry Hugh Montfort, watching the mutual love in their eyes, the profound happiness that had radiated from his mother, visible in every gesture, every glance.
And here he was, begging to be allowed to spend the rest of his days subsidizing some nasty American bitch.
He felt sick. And tired. He wanted to just lie down on the bed, go to sleep, and wake up back in his old life. Back at Oxford, back dating Polly, back before any of this had ever started.
But his life was going to go on. And he was all out of options.
Judy drove. It was fortunate that the journey back to the city was second nature to her now, because her mind was churning, like her belly; she was sick with excitement, and malice; she hardly saw the road.
Why hadn’t she thought of it before?
There was no way she could ever marry the Massot boy. None. He was too like Pierre, and too different—a cheap mock-up, a cardboard cutout. He revolted her. The thought of him inside her sickened her. There was no dominance, no magic—just a cocky boy, easy to manipulate.