Chapters (59)
- Praise
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgements
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
She was to be a bride, a mother, an accomplished career woman. She wanted that—success in her own right, at last, not as somebody’s wife.
And it was about to start. All of it.
She picked up the telephone and dialled reception.
“This is Sophie Massot.” It was the last time she would ever have to say that. Thank God! “Please have a taxi waiting for me in reception.”
This was a very discreet hotel; if a bride walked through the lobby in a cloud of pewter silk and silver thread, by herself, at seven o’clock in the morning, nobody would say a word.
The church at Farm Street was gothic and quite spectacular. Sophie had attended Mass there now for ten weeks; she had felt instantly at home. There was incense, there were priests in old-fashioned vestments, there was Gregorian chant. Even Hugh had not objected to coming with her; he sat quietly in the pews with his eyes closed.
Sophie paid the taxi with a fifty pound note from her tiny satin purse, edged with seed pearls, and told him to keep the change. The heavy wooden doors were ajar. She walked inside, and saw them: Hugh, standing at the end of the aisle; Tom, looking wonderful in morning dress, his best man; old Père Sabin, stooping but smiling, waiting for her; and the organ, swelling—one soloist, singing, in a voice clear as glass, the ancient Latin hymn:
Veni, Creator Spiritus,
mentes tuorum visita,
imple superna gratia,
quae tu creasti, pectoral . . .
Sophie’s eyes prickled with tears, but she was smiling. She walked down the aisle, processing down the empty church with a dancer’s grace; she saw the love light up Hugh’s gaze, the amazement, all her beauty reflected there; she kissed Tom on the cheek; he squeezed her hand, and she saw that he was not unhappy. Her entire being flamed with a delight she had never thought she would know.
Fr. Sabin smiled at her as fondly as though she were his natural daughter, in a way her own father had never looked at her.
“Dearly beloved . . .”
They went out for a postwedding breakfast, which Hugh insisted was traditional. Sophie wanted to change, but he would hear none of it.
“They can’t ruin the wedding now,” he said. “And there’s no need to hide. Let’s have a little fun.”