Back Sparkles
Chapters (59)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54

“Can’t I? I believe I can—I must. I was the parent at home with Tom. I was the wife who did everything Pierre asked me to. It’s almost as if, when he married me at nineteen, I froze myself in aspic—preserved myself as exactly that nervous teenager. Why didn’t I challenge Pierre? Why did I raise Tom according to his methods? He wasn’t even there. I should have gone to court, got hold of House Massot long before last year.”

“Sophie.” Hugh shook his head. “You’re rewriting history. You’ve changed—you can’t judge your past actions by the person you are today.”

She seemed unconvinced.

“Well,” she said, and those beautiful dark eyes stared into the crackling fire. “Never again, Hugh. I’m going to do what I think is right, and I won’t be asking anybody’s approval. Not Katherine, not the memory of Pierre, not even Tom. I’m capable. The deba cle with Massot has taught me that, at least.”

“Which is valuable.” Hugh forked up a piece of the braised rabbit; it was sensational, melting into the herbs and broth. Sophie’s speech had given him an idea. But this was not the time for it.

Right now was not about business.

As if she’d read his thoughts, Sophie changed the subject.

“It’s a wonderful pub.”

“I come about once a week.” He added, “And it used to be daily.”

“When your wife died.”

“That’s right,” he said, unembarrassed. “That was my first stage of grief. Anything to get unconscious. They threw me out a couple of times. But I’ve made up for it since.”

Well, this was new, he registered; he was discussing this with another person—with a woman—and it didn’t feel awkward, even slightly.

Sophie said wistfully, “That’s true love.”

“Oh yes,” Hugh agreed.

“I think you’re lucky to have had it,” she said, “because I never did.”

They finished the meal, Sophie appearing to savour every bite. And as he looked at her relaxing, Hugh surrendered; it was definite—he was in love.

Afterwards, he drove her home. Outside Kilcarrick, the road forked to the left, and Hugh spun the wheel slightly to turn into the castle’s two-mile-long drive. It wound through the forest, and the thick trees closed over them, the autumn sunlight streaming through the leaves.

The trees gave way to an open wildflower meadow, and Sophie started, then clapped her hands.

“What’s that for?” Hugh asked, amused.

She sighed with pleasure. “Oh, it’s so beautiful!”