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Chapters (59)
  1. Praise
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54

I ought to hate him, she thought, but then shook it away. Dwelling on the past was unproductive. No, years of patient, cautious work, running parties, entertaining journalists, and they had finally made her a vice president. Judy had grown to love her work. The day she got that title, she felt some of the pain seep out of her. Loss of Pierre, first, and then loss of who she thought Pierre was. But anyway . . . she had received that title entirely on her own merit. Nobody could say she had earned it on her back.

Judy threw down a few euros and left the restaurant. She would walk to the Massot offices, the quiet eighteenth-century building on the rue Tricot, almost a mile from the nearest glittering Massot showroom. She had asked M. Lazard to see her at nine precisely, and she didn’t want to be late.

She smiled in anticipation as her pace quickened. Senior vice president, with the money to follow. Two hundred and fifty thousand a year. Yes! Judy wanted all that. She wanted to upgrade her smart little flat to a townhouse, wanted a few more outfits like the one she was wearing. Some classic Vuitton luggage, maybe a shopping spree in New York. She had learned the hard way that she could only rely on herself in this world. And her career, not a man, was going to give her everything she wanted.

There had not been a man for a long time.

Judy pulled her cardigan around her. What had it been, three years now. There was that unfortunate one-night stand with the London sales director. Ill-advised; neither of them could wait to bolt for the hotel door the next morning. And six months before that there was the folk guitarist she’d met in that jazz club on vacation, in New Orleans. But that didn’t count—vacation sex.

Both encounters had been empty for her. She felt the urge, sometimes, almost a clinical curiosity, just to check that she was still a fully functioning female. But pleasure, what pleasure was there in clumsy fumbling and a few thrusts?

None. She had none.

And so there were no boyfriends. Just the one man she thought of too often, although she tried to break the habit. Pierre, brilliant, sparkling Pierre, as golden as champagne. Her mentor in business, sex, and life.

There was the corner, and her offices. MAISON MASSOT engraved discreetly on a small brass plaque. She felt relief at the familiarity of it all. Her life would go on, quite comfortably, with more money and the settled achievement of her job, of having carved out a little niche in this business all for herself.

“I am glad you came to see me, Mademoiselle,” said M. Lazard.

“Thank you for making the time to see me, sir,” Judy replied, in her perfect French.