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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Margaret Dickinson
  3. Dedication page
  4. Contents
  5. Part One
  6. One
  7. Two
  8. Three
  9. Four
  10. Five
  11. Six
  12. Seven
  13. Eight
  14. Nine
  15. Ten
  16. Eleven
  17. Twelve
  18. Thirteen
  19. Fourteen
  20. Fifteen
  21. Sixteen
  22. Part Two
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. Twenty-Four
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Sow the Seed
  50. Note
  51. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  52. Copyright page

Now, since loving Philip with a passionate, physical love, she had indeed learned the difference between the loves in her life. Danny would always be her first love, an innocent and pure emotion that would never die, never be replaced, maybe, in some ways, never be equalled. But it was true what Beth had tried to tell her; there were many kinds of love and now she had experienced quite another with Philip. Her longing for him, for his arms about her, was a physical ache, a passionate, bodily longing, so strong at times she almost blushed. Now Philip Trent was gone from her life, without knowing he had fathered her child. And at this moment, it would be grossly unfair of her to add to his burdens by telling him.

As they neared Suddaby, Kate said, ‘You don’t need to go through the village Grandad, if you take the next right turn

‘There’s summat I want to show you. Ya don’t think I’ve come all this way just for the good of me health, do ya?’

Puzzled, Kate said, ‘Well, I just thought you wanted to bring me back to camp . . .’

He sniffed. ‘Well, I did, of course, but I wanted to talk to you and tell you summat it’s high time ya knew. Something mebbe you should have been told years ago . . .’

‘I don’t understand. What’s all the mystery? What is it I don’t know?’

‘All in good time, Katie, all in good time.’

He guided the trap through the village. ‘That’s where I used to live.’ He pointed with the whip to the middle cottage of a row of six. ‘That’s where you came when you ran away from school. D’ya remember?’

Kate shook her head. ‘Not really. I mean, I remember running away and being given a lift by a carrier, and some woman looking after me.’

‘Aye, that was Minnie Raby. Dead and gone now, she is, God rest her.’

‘She wasn’t that old, was she?’

‘No, younger than me.’ He laughed wheezily. ‘I’m a stubborn old bugger. Ya mam’s alius reckoning she’ll have to knock me on the head to mek me lie down.’

He did not stop the trap near his former home but carried on along the village street towards the church, where he pulled the trap to a halt and climbed down stiffly. ‘Come on, lass,’ he ordered, holding out his gnarled hand to help her down.

The iron gate to the churchyard squeaked as he pushed it open. Will sniffed. ‘’Spect this’ll be disappearing soon – for the war effort,’ he remarked to no one in particular.