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Chapters (30)
  1. Chapter 1
  2. Chapter 2
  3. Chapter 3
  4. Chapter 4
  5. Chapter 5
  6. Chapter 6
  7. Chapter 7
  8. Chapter 8
  9. Chapter 9
  10. Chapter 10
  11. Chapter 11
  12. Chapter 12
  13. Chapter 13
  14. Chapter 14
  15. Chapter 15
  16. Chapter 16
  17. Chapter 17
  18. Chapter 18
  19. Chapter 19
  20. Chapter 20
  21. Chapter 21
  22. Chapter 22
  23. Chapter 23
  24. Chapter 24
  25. Chapter 25
  26. Chapter 26
  27. Chapter 27
  28. Chapter 28
  29. Acknowledgements
  30. The Astronaut’s Son by Tom Seigel

Cal said the equipment was state of the art, but I know very little about recording; when I looked at it, all I saw were three large computer screens and a console with lots of knobs and buttons. However, the studio feature Cal was most excited to show me was the wall of guitars just outside the live room.

“Check it out,” he said, presenting the wall to me like a game show host revealing the big prize.

There were over a dozen of them, each one more beautiful than the next. The real-life version of our childhood bulletin board. Our Wall of Dreams. And the dream belonged exclusively to Cal.

One particular guitar ripped my heart out. The 1953 butterscotch Fender Telecaster hanging in the center, just like it had on the corkboard in my bedroom. Cal saw me eyeing it and started grinning.

I looked at him, wide-eyed and in disbelief. “Don’t even tell me that’s a Micawber…”

He nodded like crazy. “Go ahead. Play it.”

I couldn’t even reach for it. The guitar rendered me starstruck.

Cal took it down and handed it to me. “There is no one in the entire world I would rather hear play this than you.”

I ran my fingers up and down the neck and held it in my arms for a while, feeling its weight, admiring it, absorbing its energy before I felt ready to pluck a note or strum a chord.

Cal laughed. “That’s exactly what I did the first time I touched it.”

“I can’t believe you have this.”

Allegedly, Keith Richards had named the guitar Micawber after a Dickens character, and back when Cal and I were first discovering different makes and models, we thought the Tele sounded too country for us—until we listened to Exile on Main Street a couple dozen times and Keith set us straight.